Tuesday, July 29, 2003
Story of A Boy Who Loves Puffer Fish and the Girl in Love with HimDeeply convicted to write dis "story"...hahahaha
Once upon a time there was a girl named A who married a boy named B. Now B has all long been a animal lover...picking up animals as he goes by...rearing and collecting them...till death do them part. A didnt realli mind B's fascination much..except to accept them as B's quirks.
Things changed slighhtly after marriage. The current fascination B has is on puffer fish...which A claims to look strangely like mudskippers (an ex-fascination that B had about rearing in their balcony before puffer fish came along). Not onli does she have to compete w B's work for his attention.....along swam 2 puffer fish into the otherwise pretty ordinary married life.
Story of a typical married couple? It's your call....
*Disclaimer: The above story's characters has their names changed to protect their identities.*
--> well...sort of...hahaha
My so-called life.....
Discovered i cant move my hands and legs in sync....psychomotor skills zilch!
The supposedly low impact aerobics lesson left me sweating like a pig....and braindead as my tired and wornout brain cells attempted to decipher what the instructoress meant when she said.."move to the right..left...double..double...again...to the left..."
Talking to audz today in the car also made me realise how much i love my kiddos....*sigh*....noti yet so adorable...*double sigh* =) Muacks! Esp those mischevious ones...my heart juz melts everytime they greet "Gd morning our dear ms yu.." =) *awwwww*
Also chatted abt evil EVIL ppl who r mean to my babes...like mr N....B*****D...dare to bully mich!!!haha...alos discovered audz is teh most evil of them all..hahah she actualli wanted to throw pork chop at him!!ahhahaha
Hell has no fury den the fren of a woman scorned!
My Prayer List
- Big Guy will bind A & B stronger together w love and understanding..
- Mich will get her case and be blessed w the best that Big Guy has for her
k...brain cells depleting....hitting the sack soon...*yawn*
Sunday, July 27, 2003
Tired...Feelin pretti weary these days...not so much as being drained by the activities...guess it's spritual and emotional..
Emotion tank's running dry and not topped up....*trickle trickle*
Had my first CCA brownie mtg today...well...i'm pretty excited abt wats to come tho' its mostly hard work..
Well...the 'toadstool' is a rattan-like thing *DUH* and the gals gotta prance ard and sing...something like dat..
Found DAT weird...other den dat no other culture shock...
Jus run the risk of switiching CCA..coz wendy's a trained guider and she's in CO..mrs choo's leaving...the other 'cher is not in least bit interested in brownies and will willingly change..
so hope changes r dat wendy comes and i get to stay too...CO??another cheena thing i know nothing abt!?
Running Tots
Like the feelin as i m sitting here..typing away...like the comfort of my rm...like the quietness of the nite...like the fact dat i m able to indulge at dis time...at dis place..for now
Like the r&b song playing in the backgrd....like the fan blowing in my face...like the clean just-showered-feelin.....like the smell of my rm...like the feel of the cool parquet floor on my feet....like the faint smell of carolina herrera still lingering in my hair.....like the fact dat i m online on the net but offline on msn.....
Like the fact dat God still loves me and touched me during today's worship....
It's the little things in life that brings joy.........
*Funny how sometimes u juz cry so easily..maybe i juz ddun hav the time and space for it...
Till i read mich's blog and tears juz came..tok abt excuses?!*
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
Kick-Ass Dae!!!!"Let's go kick some butt!!!!"
Yeah...finalli started my kickboxing classes again...feels gd to sweat....=)
Cool to be whisked away my gal buds Mich & Audz for the exercise.....if not i will be slogging in sch...sigh...
Compos r coming in..urghhh gonna b 2 stacks by tom!!!help.....*croak*
throat getting v dry these frew days...gotta down those black sticky Pei Par lu or smthing...
Feelings
Talking to the gals may me think of some stuff in the past...kinda reminded abt times before....good and bad...but mostly good stuff....sigh
Rite nw playing "Breathing" again...sounds kinda melancholic...well Audz says i mite be a Phelg-San or smthing....or a combi of the personality types pheglmatic (as in those gooeey stuff stuck in the throat *coff*), sanguine (happie happie chirpie cheep)..or is it melancholic (dis one i agree!!)
WHATEVER!
"For I have the plans for you...plans to prosper you and not to harm you..." I wanna claim these words Lord...finding it hard to hold on..now dat i dun feel particularly "in" w the cell..unless i get loud and realli tok...which i dun feel like smtimes now...too tired i guess...
Need help....Big Guy!!!
Monday, July 21, 2003
The DAy I get MAD!!Never imagined i would get so mad at a kid...and a 8 yr old to boot!!!
Thank God He kept my hands to myself if not i wld have wringed his neck....so small yet so lethally evil!!!!urrghhhh
k...God i know muz forgive and love...*breathe in breathe out*
Good thing too dat when i get mad my brain goes blank and i dun say anythin.....kinda somehow loses my tongue whend at happens...
Not been getting enuff rest too...self deprivation...hahahhaa...too much tv..net...u name it!
Hope tom's a brighter day!!!
Sunday, July 20, 2003
I m a Bernese Mountain Dog...Woof!Got dis frm audz's site...yeah babe..i sense u r realli free! =P
No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!
Nite Romp....
Hang-out: MArina South
Check-in time: 5am.....age is catching up w me...sigh
Wat used to be a common thing in the past has become so foreign......tink cant tahan such overnite romps too oft.
Imagine 5 hrs of number ball (billards)....killer!=P
Still gotta wake up for grandma's bday buffet thingy....bad food....not-dat-entertaining crowd..*yawn*
Welcome to Elise's illustrious life!!
Oh put up my pic on the brinkster site....if u r still alive and breathing after seeing it...do let me know..
Tot it mite scare the sh*t out of ppl...well...u never know till u try yeah?hahhaa
Building the site is harder den i tink man....being so scatterbrain....need to link everything up properly.....make sure stuff r uploaded.....sigh....maybe i m not realli a techie gal afterall...haha!
At dis moment still procrastinating the lesson plan for next week *starts tom!*....feelin lethargic...
Song of the moment: White Feathers by Lu Rui En
Still dun understd what the heck she's singing abt...but she's gorgeous...R&B melody is soothing to my soul and guess wat??
...............It's ULTiMATELY CHEENA!!!Wooooo....told u i m on my way to being Effectively Bilngual...=)
Applause pls....
Friday, July 18, 2003
URGHHHHH!!!!!!!Technology is so frustrating...either dat or i m juz plain dumb...(tho many will think of the latter)
Cant make dis blog scrollable downwards....all coz of flooble thingy...
Stupid thing is the blogger preview pg was alrite...onli when i opened the online page den it got stuck!DUH!
Got workshop tom...sigh...BORING!! wanna sleep in.....*sobsob*
Went on maniac shopping trip...bought ULTRA ex Clinique powder stuff and pimple bottle to dry those zits...
gosh...muz hav "graduated" to the branded side of the world....
so..i guess i m no longer "worth it" coz me no longer loreal gal...wooo
Heart is aching....pockets burning....
Trying to find solace by staring at the 79 bucks black dress....which i tink is truely nice.....but kinda a spurgle considering i dun NEED it...
Heck! I dun realli need anything cept for food...
Hee...munching on some crossiants while typing diss....Life's a bliss!!!!=)
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
Updates..newest updates!Finalli managed to get the pics and background to show on the site...whoo whee!!
hahaha...well..its a WIP...so let me get it up bit at a time yeah?=)
haven even managed to upload the grad pics...sigh
anyway...kiddos having their poetry recital on mon...rehearsing on fri...cant wait!
Will definitely take pics!!
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
*Coff coff* *Sniff sniff*Germ warfare.....disease out of control and exploded into a full-blown cold....headache bodyache noseache....runny nose..runny eyes...u name it...i got it!
Officially on MC for 2 days...sigh...tink i better get my butt back to office tom...work is piling up...can sense it already...
wats worse i m already behind schedule for my classes...*hic*
Current status: one blocked nostril..the other leaky...jelly-like body...humming head..
SOMEBODY JUS KILL ME PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, July 13, 2003
Sundae...*Bleary*Throat's dry as Sahara Desert......*croak*
Finalli managed to finish planning the week's lessons....decided to ditch the ppt for science..no new ideas..sigh
Techie-gal-wannabe-update:
Signed up for free web hosting @ brinkster.com..haven realli managed to do much...been playing ard w Frontpg and stuff...
well..in time to come...it will be READY!!
One and only!!
Physical state:
Extremely well-rested...wat with promising myself to NOT do work dis weekend..'cept for the planning..
so it's been SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP
well saturday's already kinda burnt by the sports dae anyway...sigh
oohhh..did i tell ya...i got a BRONZE medal!!!! okie..dun be a damper...i dun hav medals to add to my fame ya knoe...
Teachers' race...ahha baton passing..woo
Better den nothin....whee whee!
Music: Listening to Jazz Matazz @ 90.5fm ....been a fan recently...
Kinda miss the old class 95 style so dis shall hav to satisfy me for now...
Some thoughts:
Was wondering how i desensitize myself to my own feelings dis days...been rather difficult blogging "seriously", such as picking my brains out...detailing how i m feeling/doing etc..
Maybe its coz of the "I-dunno-who-the-heck-actualli-reads-dis-stuff" mentality...Bottomline I am a juz a coward!
*Sigh*
Well at least i managed to touch base w my Big Guy...
A heart of worship is what You desire
A heart that burns with passionate fire
POsitive Pluses:
Been loving to go to work everyday...it's wat keeps me feelin alive and purposeful...
Still luv my kids...
K..Signing out...another day in the life of nadir...
Saturday, July 12, 2003
Sports DAe....whoo whee =PWee hours of the morn...urghhh....supposed to be able to sleep in if not for the sports dae thingy...*frown*
Pardon my haphazard entry...typing the tots as they come..
Located a new pool place along orchard rd...at the ex-Popular...basemt 2.....kinda seedy feeling as u go down the escalator to b1...KTV lounge..woo..women...woo woo....SCANDALOUS!
Excaellent 9 ft tables...nice cues..not so nice price...enuff said
Chanced upon dis blog...title kinda caught my eye:
RAnts of a Novice Teacher
Thursday, July 10, 2003
...........Exactly how i feel rite now....braindead....
juz tot of posting to show i m still alive...kinda =P
lotsa tots running thru...juz hit by a song...check it out..
Song @ the momenT:
Diary by Bread
I found her diary underneath a tree.
and started reading about me
The words she's written took me by surpise
you'd never read them in her eyes.
They said that she had found the love she waited for.
Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
When she confronted with the writing there,
simply pretended not to care.
I passed it off as just in keeping with
her total disconcerting air
and though she tried to hide
the love that she denied,
wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
And as I go through my life, I will give to her my wife
all the sweet things that I can find.
I found her diary underneath a tree.
and started reading about me.
The words began stick and tears to flow.
Her meaning now was clear to see.
The love she'd waited for was someone else not me
Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
and as I go through my life, I will wish for her his wife
all the sweet things that she can find
all the sweet things they can find
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
OuT at Last...my Convo!Hit me as i was sitting in the chair during the valecdictorian speech dat i m no longer a student...but someonre embarking on her journey in the working world..*GOSH*
Major revelation...
Hows the convo?One big word: *YAWN*
Enuff said...it was photos and more photos..shall post them up when ready..
Monday, July 07, 2003
NEW LAYOUTHey....experimenting w the colours and stuff...
Supposed to be in sch rite now...clearing marking..
k..time to shwr and head out!!
*GOSH dis is realli addictive!!*
"City of God" Afterthoughts
Full house @ cineleisure....muz be word of mouth abt film being entirely cool...
Realised dat lives can smtimes be so cheap...depending on which part of the world u r @...
cycle of poverty, guns, guts, crime, blood, desensitation to human lives...
Last words: wat r u waiting for....thumbs and toes up for dis one.
Still blogging as a form of release....drifting a day at a time...
need to find back my anchor and purpose in life..onli thru Him...
Funny how things and thoughts juz flow in the still of the nite..maybe He has created the nite as a time of reflection...thoughts alone r enuff to kill...
Stomach rumbling...yet again...mind cant seem to focus..
Shall sleep it off...
Sunday, July 06, 2003
Testing testing...1 2 3...Woo whee.....i got it on the left...left left...*singing*
Ain't I smartie or wat?!?!
Of coz:
*Singing* with a little HELP from my frens....
Saturday, July 05, 2003
Back again!!!In the shit pool...Shit pool here i come again...diving deeper den ever b4 *gosh*
This is my famous shit pool theory.....once or more often den not...one will get to slush in the shit pool of life.
You would wanna get out but den again do you? As u swim in the shitty purid waters, u soon sense a comfortable tho' stinko shittuation u r in and b4 long...wat do u know?
U WANNA STAY IN THERE!!!and wallow in the shit...
well...looking at less murkier waters....its been day 3 @ THE-CLASS-WHERE-EVERYONE-SHAKES-THEIR-HEAD-WHEN-MENTIONED...
Things lok pretty bright...class is still pretty well-behaved *Surprisingly*
All i had to do was to give the *I M WATCHING U* look and auto-voices ard the noise-making culprit will shush him/her up. Talk abt killer glares!HAH!
Handing up work rate is still pretty high..considering the feedback i gotten abt the class...hmm..*silly grin*
Another high note: been receiving letters everyday by a former student of mine...she's a sweetie..tho' i hardly recall i ever touched her in any way....sigh,..affirmation i guess
Thursday, July 03, 2003
Juz came back fr babes nite out w audz...mich's supposed to come buut was tied down by stuff..sigh miss her!!!
now icqing her...hmm and she's off to a bath..
thinking abt wat we shared...guess all of us come to a point where we stock-take our lives...
guess i m back @ square one....yeah...pretty much..
oh well *shrug*....
keepin my eyes on the bachelorette on tv as i m typing here...haha..ironic yeah?
well...so far @ sch....my form class been mysteriously well-behaved...day 2 today and they r still doin well..i m kinda impressed yet at the same time fear they may juz be putting up an act..
still i luv them already =) sigh...my little kiddos!
gonna be a long day tom...lessons packed back to back....
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