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Sunday, October 19, 2003 chiJazzwent down for it again dis year...interestingly different fr last yrs...guess it;s the vocal power of an all gals' performance.. Aubrey is soooo HOT....practically smoulderig...until she starts singing some fast song where i cant hear a single word she's uttering...dat part was sickening.. and...appeal didnt last thru the hour despite her taut bod and figure.. Claressa monterio has a HOT personality...nice style...nice voice..woo last but nt least MAndy Gates, someone who i didnt knoe till i heard her sing today.. vivacious...true-blue eneteratiner... cool nite....cold beer....dark sky...gentle breeze blowing...jazz in the air... all spell HEAVEN glad i dumped my compos to go...not fabtastically fantastic but it was a gd break.. truth is procrastinator @ work again..sigh been feelin some hidden anger inside me...dunno y...dun seem to be patient w ppl these days... i knoe it when it comes...coz i stop tinking abt hw ppl feel and do as i please or say wat i wan... i tink they r getting offended and somehow deep down...i dun give a hoot... sounds scary leh?like wat i was telling cyn..i m turning into dis realli ugly and bad person... sigh WTF is wrong w me?or is dis my natural self? dat i m been suppressed all dis while in a I-Love_Everybody nice gal's body? onli thing i can be proud of is doing things alone..kinda like it.. can be eating alone...walking ard alone...having coffee alone...gg amore alone... doesnt bug me anymore... have one and a half hr to burn b4 meeting ppl?no prob..i spend quality time w my tots..*big grin* anyway...bought couple of cds recently..actualli...well..juz 2 lah 1) Blink Blink...okie..dumb name..but chockful of hip hop songs to practice my dance moves to..ahhaha 2) Sonic Edge ~ Grateful....dis rock band dat holds monthly nite service for wayward youths...nice rock to worship songs...and anyway their name sounds like sonic flood so i tot no harm... Updates urs truly can now sing and pronounce better chinese in jay's songs...hahah.. fast ones at dat too! see...u can do anything which u put ur heart into it...even if u know wat u r singing abt...but when u r singing it...u dun realli knoe the words.. ermm..yah...hope u get my drift.. elison wans us to fast n pray for dis week..and share abt stuff next week.. God, mind if u come a lil' closer to me? somehow u r so far away or mebbe i tot i am self-sufficient.. need to go running...supe dumping the post exam activity on me w minimum guidance..do or die i shoulder all.... i can smell and sence death beckoning... mebbe its a way to get me back to BIg Guy?hmm...weird i need such stuff to do dat.. even weirder how things in my heart and my mind dun link nowadays.. kinda been frozen n numbed... oh btw...the blog pic's aint gonna load..bro said his angelfire a/c dead..all pics gone..so no purple flowers for now.. so sad.. at least flooble;s back...thk God some things r still free
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