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Sunday, December 14, 2003 Getaway...k..juz read mich's blog...i look horrible in photos...plus the curls..its a killer!=P sigh.... Still recovering fr the almost 9 hours coach ride back....talk abt endurance...dis is definitely one test! Enjoyed the trip tremendously...like wat mich said..its the company dat made the difference. However, thought a lot during trip....mostly when the gals r talking...tink i didnt say a lot but dat doesnt mean i was not processing.. basically, mich, u care a lot abt boo (like we dun knoe =) )..a lot more den u knoe...the way u always mention him and rem him doing or saying certain things...its juz like when u r in love with smthing, u never fail to talk abt it constantly. so...treasure wat u hav and yet hold it with open palms...if God shld bless it or take it away, either way the Lord knows will be the best for u. for audz, i was realli touched when u said dat u missed ben...even for a day. This longing transcends the wife-hubby thing...yep..the magic word again..LOVE. When u feel like things r taking a toll on u....juz rem dat feeling when u r without him...dat sense of void coz u r oneness w each other. Then all the hics along the way will seem way too trivial to mention.... and...patience my dear..its a value we must all learn. be patient w each other and give time. there;s a lot of things for us to unlearn fr our past. =) knoe i m the last fit person to give any advice..well..juz kinda putting my 2 cents worth. =) as for me...i hav learnt a lot fr u gals... for all the trials u go thru, it was not for nothing. They moulded u into the way u r now..beautiful and ever so thankful to the Lord. And i get the free ride in learning abt the lessons of life. 1) Life is never too hard for anybody. God does not allow thigs to happen if He deems the person unable to overcome it...meaning, He knows everything and the best for us. Anyone who kao be abt his/her life again...pls seek consultation w mich. =) With dis, i applaud u dear..for ur courage in adversity and ur strength. 2) To give is the greater part den receiving. In any relationship, giving is always the more difficult part but in the end, seeing the party who receives it glow w joy is the ultimate reward. Look far, at the big picture. And aptly quoting fr mich, we shld all learn to "hold my tongue". i owe dis 2 valuable lessons to my babes. =) thks! seems like when God wans to speak, there;s no stopping Him. Cant rem wat the title of the sermon but for the first time after quite a long period, I realise He was speaking to me..so personally. Tink its time i end my 'long vacation' and align back to wat He wans to do. yeah, it is scary, knowing He may do things dat i dun particularky fancy having or losing in my life....on the other hand, i onli hav dis self-centred life to lose. He brought back so many memories of things when i was down on mu knees..some things i rather forget...some i cld harly rem...yet all were so familiar and close to my heart. Anyway..side entertainmt..in case u guys r asleep at dis point...i actualli checked w hee guan abt J.T;s status...lol...cant believe i did it but it was a dare fr myself to see if i hav the guts. well..too bad he's taken...lol...shall hav to try another one!=) Gosh writing serious stuff makes me tired...yawn...wondering if i shld make dat tom yum cup noodles or juz sleep out the growling in my tummy. Still find it hard to believe i caught a ultra-sad HK movie where a character loses his lil' daughter and regrets the things he did/did not do....another male character dies before he gets a chance to be w someone....a missed opportunity dat never came again when one guy had an accident and missed the date dat he's been waiting for.. Carpe diem....dats wat came to my mind. Its time to throw dat procrastinating self out of the window. Geez..i didnt even knoe the movie will hav such deep msgs...i kinda watched it coz i saw julian cheung in it... and of coz...mybro's pork ball..yu si man!
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