Friday, February 27, 2004
YAY!!!My sis got 13 points for her Os!!!!whooooo...
gonna give her a huge treat...lol...
i m so happy....not feeling drowsy anymore...lalallalaa
Proud of u dear!! =)
Sunday, February 22, 2004
Panicbro juz called back..apparently had a bad tummy ache and puked juz now..
sergeant saw and ask him to rest...may not make it for 3 day field camp tom..
am praying hard...listening to him my heart is worrying too.
asking mummy to sleep and not tink...
she's almost on the brink of tears worrying abt him.
finalli managed to coax her to sleep..after she repeatedly read thru bro's sms on my hp...
keeping my fingers and toes crossed dat he will feel better and not sian tom...
he's kinda bothered coz he will definitely hav to redo the camp thing..if he is too sick and comes home..
Big Guy....need ur protection!!!
Another week goes by...
make dat 2 frens...
but i tink one of them is feeling slightly better *i hope*...
hang in there babes!=)
feeling rather miraculous to survive dis crazy week...and still managed to catch a movie.
Like wat piper said, Keanu looks gd...dats abt it. I dun tink u need acting skills to look gd..he's very successful in Something's Gotta Give. =) Pure eye-candy.
Meanwhile, 'inspired' by wat nora posted on piper's doodle board so went to check Fredrik Ljungberg out..
Whee!LOL....he's soooo hot....sigh..considering how sad the Reds r now..mebbe i shld defect to the Gunners?
Yet my loyalties r bounded since Macca was there...wonder y.
Like wat i say..and many others...Houllier shld GO! He has caused much alreadi...it is TIME!
Had a great time playing pool w deeky yez...managed to get back a glimpse of wat i used to be when i was gd...hahaha...
those were the days!
However energy level went low ard 10 and couldnt focus anymore. Sigh...sign of aging again.
btw...my Wolfgang Riesling wine was realli GOOD!!=)
Sweet, not biting and aromatic......sigh....
bro had a cough so he took secret sips....attested its gdness....sis took more than usu too...daddy drank a glass...
me?the rest was downed by urs truly.....felt so sleepy after dat i didnt even washed the glasses and crept into bed.
Incredible deep sleep till dis morn...sweet rest!=) Exactly wat i wanted and needed!
Bro's gone now...back to camp. Did realli cool stuff todae...whole family gang trooped down for breakfast...did a lil' shopping...bought balloons to try.
Spent the next few hours louging in the living rm...watching silly HK dramas...
Dad tried his hands @ balloon craft..woo..k..the dog isnt exactly proportionate buit wat the heck...sis burst 2 balloons in her attempt but emerged victorious w a white poodle
the sword dat i did?lol...blade isnt long enuff to be menacing!
mum?she was juz covering her ears and yelling @ us to do it in the rm...lol
HAd bubble tea courtesy of bro and sis venturing downstairs..
must say my bro is a glutton....he juz EATS and EATS...gosh..
yez nite he had one and half pack of noodles which i whipped up for him...
dis morn?
Food List:
1) 2 bowls of kway chap
2) 1 cup of bubble tea
3) 1 bowl of ice chendol
4) 2 or 3 egg tarts
5) Rice and veg for lunch
6) 1 white choc bar
all within 6 hours!?! Incredible!
Came back w a bad back abrasion so was fussing over him...applying the antiseptic and stuff...ankle sprained so bandaged it up for him and dabbed the awful smelling chinese liquid stuff.
This guy is incredible...his face is even smoother den b4...hahaha...perhaps juz another benefits of being in ns?
Supposed to do my assignmt form...kinda like my work review...listing all the contributions and stuff...juz learnt they use dis to rank us...so its awfulli impt to do a detailed one not to lose out fr the rest.
which means last year under a diff supe...i did a rather simplified version..which basically means i did not comtribute significantly. Can imagine i m juz mtg expectations..and dat will mean a 'D' grade. =P
No wonder other ppl r fretting over their wk review while i was satisfied and happy to hand my short and sweet copy in!
Praise God He changed a new supe for me...am learning quite a lot alreadi...and strangely the r/s b/w us is quite gd. =)
My two darls r gonna be released in schs tom for their practicums...hope they will dazzle their supes!!=) I knoe they will....hee...will be praying my darls!
Juz watch dat tummy audz...if any kid tries to ramp into u..on or without purpose..he;s gonna get it fr me!!!!
I will skin him ALIVE!!!
Oh btw..i do lurve kids...i do...honest!
hahahhaaaa.a....
thinking abt the complaints i had fr some colleagues over my 5 em3 boys...
apparently they r devils in their classes but i tot they were pretty well-behaved..
i mean they r realli sweet kids! They try to please and tho can be a lil chatty and playful...they dun realli mean harm..at least to me.
HAd a talk w them on thurs...asked them y they r wat they r during other lessons...one of them said it was coz i was fierce,,,lol..
i nearly fell outta my chair...=) i tink he meant i mean business so i was pretty glad to hear it. COz i knoe i joked w them quite a bit...
and best of all...i tink they love me. ^-^
Standing at the edge of a beginning week...can see the workloads coming...
firstly..CA1, supp classes on mon and tue, house practice on tues....mtgs on weds, coming grammar course on fris in march....brownies on sats...
plus SOL every tues...gonan be a tight squeeze.
will still find time to spend w ppl i care for.....go out...have a social life...go for my hip hop class and runs....ministry....
"I can do ALL things thru Christ who strengthens me!"
Thursday, February 19, 2004
Heavymsging mich via icq now...furiously chatting....
heart a lil' heavy coz i m worried about someone very dear to my heart...i hope the person will be lifted by the BIg Guy on wings of eagle and soar above watever dat is happening...
i feel bad..guilty..watever u call it.. coz i was never there at all...
to my dear fren i wanan tell u dat i m here for u...tho u may not see..
i will make my presence felt more..
sorrie dat i was so wrapped up w my work and stuff....
i love u!!!*hugs*
and to those who care abt the 2-years-never-b4-seen guy...well...i kinda plaucked up my courage and told him im not comfy mtg him...lol..via sms of coz.
see..i m BRAVE.
didnt have the luxury to sit down at my cubicle dis days..today i clocked abt 30+mins at my desk the whole time...before scuttling off to MOE HQ for some social studies sharing session.
dat took me a freaky few hours...almost slept....
and no tea avail!!gosh! budget cuts they claim...wow...i m fabbergasted!
hav the time to blog coz i m using my bro's com...no word nor powerpoint on dis com so i can onli surf the net.
like u hav guessed...its the procrastination thing again working its way in.....
need to start some work...found dat whenever i procrastinate..i do ALL things possible...like surf sites like my friendster...lol
oh there;s a msg fr mark...guess i made a new fren. =)
Sunday, February 15, 2004
V day Aftermath....babble...babble..I never had a cool date till yez nite....wat with my babe mich =)
Dinner @ Sketches (courtesy to her coz she booked it while it was supposed to be my responsibility..heehee)....drinks at Jazz Lounge @ Hotel Intercontinental.
Cool company....gd food....nice drinks.....awesome ambience..
wat more can a gal ask for? *smile*
She had nice pics to show somemore...check them out...woo!
Oh and the drinks...hahhaa...mich got herself a Misty..and i...Birdland. yup u read dat rite..BIRDLAND.....
imagine this conversation...
waitress comes up...holding the drink,"Excuse me. Who's having Birdland?"
Feebe answer,"That will have to be me. Thk u."
I cant help it alrite!It sounded good..i mean the ingredients..vodka, some syrupy stuff...gosh who named it anway?
How come mich gets a classy name and i get Birdland.
And how come the waitress didnt ask who;s having the Misty instead?Why do all my predictions come true?
LOL...u cantry dis drink next time u r there...it aint taste as bad as the name. Trust me!
Jus make sure ur companion gets to choose a drink of a lousier name.
But den again..fr wat i can rem..my drink sounds the worst.
It has to be me...geez
Tot mite as well upload dat picup on my friendster...which is untouched for zeon ages. Managed to cut mich out (oops..sorrie babe!*__*)..i tink its the tube..lol..floral as it is...its quite nice actualli..hee!
MAnaged to confirm two frens...one ex-jc mate and another so-called fren fr church. Not entirely close were we but i tot it's not dat nice to leave the confirming thing on the a/c for so long....its been like 1 mth at least?
Oh and i saw a msg fr mark...audz's fren. Fellow gunbound mad guy i tink! LOL...so sent him a msg back. Mebbe we can exchange some tips!hahaha...bunge them!!
Woke up dis morn feeling absolutely groggy and tired..muz hav overcompensated on my lack of sleep for dis week. Anyway..weather's realli sweltering..and there's a Malay wedding downstairs. Besides i m not a noon nap person..so i m wakey wakey!
Something i gotta say...heard mich's song on her blog?Sigh...its Dido's Life for Rent!
Was about to pop it into my comp and play it...coz it's the song rite now for me..and imagine the absolute shock i had when i checked out her site juz now!
Hahhaaa...gosh she's so special!*luv u gal!*
HAd a tough week in sch...work and stuff...shall not bore u...at least i managed to manifest it to piper..lol! Feeling much better! thks darl!=)
A stack of compos r currently lying on my bed..and i m thinking of pool...
Yeah,..great procrastinator @ work..i knoe!
AND...u guys better cjeck out THe Odd couple before it ends its run!!its realli gd...tickle per second...it realli made my fri nite! Plus of coz i m hanging out w great company...piper's pipping gang!=)
Food's not bad too...deeky's got discount @ cafe iguana so it was mexican on the menu. Save the black beans which i tried so hard to dig out fr my burrito...the rest r cool. Did i mention beans are flatuant?LOL
Hp's coming back alive again..i heard its ringing for the first time dis week...not loud but audible. Its awfulli pink now..not dat i didnt realise it b4...the pinkness of it came to mind after i caught Trista & Ryan's wedding on TV...the fact dat pink was Trista's fav colour and the wedding's gonna eb drenched in that girlish colour.
Makes me gawk...i mean...PINK...dat i dun like the color...i wear pink..unashamedly.
Its juz...well...pink table cloths..pink china...pink flowers...PINK OVERKILL!
I feel pity for ryan straight away..and understood wat he meant when he wanted juz a wee bit white and silver...LOL
I am a whitish gal....white makes me feel clean, fresh, peaceful and calm. Mebeb dats y the surrender flag is of that colour...it needs to calm both sides of the troops...make peace...not war...
k..i m babbling again....
Funny how me and mich tok abt dis and we both agree we r not BA-SEH gals...
This is for u audz!!LOL...we went thru more den a LOT for u!!hahaha...love us yeah?
SHowed my mum the pink undies *gosh how ironic can it get* i bought for myself and mich and audz in different sizes. HAHAHHA...told her we gonna go on a holiday again and wear them together!!! she couldnt help but burst out lauffing...LOL.
They r kinda cute...plus the fact some ppl among us like to wear safe and secure ones..those dat wrap ard ur butts fulli..so i had to compromise!=)
Where to next gals? Sticking to sentosa for my "I m not fat- juz pregnant" gf?=)
HEre's to all those dat i luv...Happy Belated Vday to u!
*cheers*
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
Ache....oh..piper...the photo-shooting thing was meant to be a v-day activity for him...biz actualli...lol...can trust him to come up w crappy ideas...and even crappier by trying to rope me the act...tsk tsk
finalli managed to hit the gym yez and did my runs on the treadmill....quite gd for someone who haven ran in a long while *strictly in my opinion only*
now suffering the consequences.
Actualli i kinda 'like' the ache and the pain...makes me feel alive...and pseudo-fit...know wat i mean?
eg. "Gosh i m aching man."
"Oh..wat did u do yez?"
"Oh..nothing much. Juz hit the gym."
"Oh. My!"
And there lies one pair of admiration eyes fixed upon u. Sigh....wat can i say?=)
Chucked my laptop in sch to avoid doing more work..can seem to do much on dis trusty yet uber slooowww machine now. Should consider upgrading soon...but den again...i wanna do so many other things. Like eat...good stuff....savoury food...
Stomach rules!
Sidetrack: a weird guy who i briefly met at a fren's chalet 2 yrs ago called again and asked to go out. Didnt help i hav no inkling exactly who he is...coz:
1) he sounds female on the phone...u gotta trust me on dis.
2) called last year dec time asking for the same time...
3) checked hes not some insurance agent...coz i asked.
4) let u know when i tot of dis.
Anyway..u know i m one who cant say no.....so tentative date to meet is next wed.
Will tell u more...but prob will turn down last min!lol
told me to treat it like mtg a long-lost fren. I almost stopped myself fr msging back "YEAH!if u r one in the first place!"
Juz came back fr piper's place scanning compo pics for the ca paper...gotta get dat settled. Now listening to (once-again after so long) jay on the comp...*drool*
Craved for Phantom soundtrack yez nite but wheni put it on...it was kinda creepy exp w sarah brightman's high voice telling u to think of her!
Mebbe a lil Les Miz will be soothing..
Think my guy-side of me is taking over. Was watching THe Fast and Furious today and couldnt help drooling over the gleamy streamlined ultra HOT cars!!!
Not to forget the babes w hot bods and figure!!Woo Whee!!
Gonna be a tiring week..work work work...but at least there's the play to look forward to on fri nite and my hot date w my gal on sat. =)
Oh nearly forgot to say dis: Was talking to shank via icq and realised he's gg to India for mission trip on thurs. Was realli amazed how the Big Guy answers prayers when u sincerely utter them..and dat was say wat.,..4 years ago?!
anyway, he asked me out so i tot it will be fun to hang out. i'm realli bored dat my life dis 2 weeks hav been revolving ard work, home and cell. i need smthing more...
though gg out zaps every ouce of energy u hav left.
And today....highlight of the day: dis boy zhi xuan gave me a dinosaur drawn by him!*beaming*
he's dis very quiet boy who used to hav slow learning and aint dat sociable aka dun tok at all most of the time. Placed it strategically right in front of me..dat shld cheer me up in the darkest hours!*still beaming*
k..need to hit the sack soon. been losing much sleeping time.
Saturday, February 07, 2004
Me. myself and Idavid suggested borrowing a poloroid camera to take photos of couples and he needed a female touch so i m the best candidate....
received a huge exciting story fr david...but promised him i will not blog dis so..here;s the secrecy vow!*zip*
very distracted by the phonecall i m having w him @ dis moment of blogging..
casnt realli rem wat i wanna blog..
he;s thinking of a cool name to call himself coz he wans to be "unknown" like piper...
i m still waiting....
k i decided that he is uncool...cant even think of his nick
and he;s complaining that he belongs to the chums list and not the loves list on the rite...and to rank him alongside my cell is an insult.LOL
having brownies again tom den mtg den rushing down to SIR to make my ic...
big plans.....mtg cyn for lunch and movie...whee...prob xide and piggy
its been a while since i initated an "outing"...all thru sms somemore...
uping dat social meter...
mich i tink i m becoming a social recluse coz of u...lol...get me out!LOL...
Friday, February 06, 2004
Blurrydidnt realise i gave the hod the ca paper dat i haven checked!? sigh...didnt give her the ans key too..onli realised some errors in the qns when i did up the ans. Double Sigh...i m a real do do!
scheming of ways to get back the old set and quietly replace them..hmmm...sneak in quietly to her table?
shucks..too much work..shall juz confess and hand her the new copy.
caught american idol...wooohhhh didnt realise the entertainmt value it had on me till in began following it yez. Like wat me and mich agree...its cruel but heck! i luv it!!!!!
sometimes reality juz wanna kick ur face...and ass included.
anyway..managed to do USEFUL things today after severe procrastination.
I a) finally took the photo needed for my new i/c (digital one somemore)..wonder if can edit...hmm...and the photographer mentioned i look like some yu hua gal...was onli later i realised she meant celest chong. hmm must be the tan, the hair and the terribly geeky centre parting!!!geez!!
b) decided to go to SIR to replace my i/c....dis SAT. if nothing goes wrong...*fingers crossed*
c) extravagantly bought a pair of Gucci sunglasses...esp after the optician auntie discounted for me. sigh..i m such a spendthrift. but den again...dis kinda stuff is a life-tlong possession yeah?
now i rem still need to fork out 100 bucks for i.c....sigh...life is hard!
had another cool chat w mich abt our status of dating life...think i m so bored doing notjing dat i dun mind gg out w anyone fairly interesting juz for fun.
so if u r interested, step rite up! tell ur frens abt me...lol!!
like wat they say, hey i m a marketing studnet @ heart!
looks like gonna spend a cool v day w mich...mixed feelings,...real happy dat i hav great company..yet not all dat thrilled coz i knoe she's got better company to choose from.
hmm mebbe dats y i still havdat bottle of vodka??lol..piper...i found it! dis is the occasion to pop it!
celebrate watever u will call it...liberation?freedom of the single woman?
so for now guess i hav to hang off mich's arms for a while...she has cool arms!!=)
think i hav ranted enuff...to do list dis weekend is ballooning...juz glad i m alive and living under my Big Guy's grace.
oh..muz rem to include mich's prac and supe in my prayers...and my god child too.
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
BloatedFeeling like a bleched whale rite now...missed sol...tinking abt making to make it up makes me feel sicker.
Hope as tired as i am, i will be able to sleep tonite without the aid of the flu pill.
*yawn* total defence stuff keeps popping in my mind.
Anyone wanna learn abt total defence and dun mind a run-down fr urs truly, step rite up!
Think by now i can give quite a gd speech on dat!
Sunday, February 01, 2004
Heart acheBro's back fr the army...sick and thinner..poor babe!
Mum was juz telling me abt him...had another throat infection and had to remove two dead toe nails...wat a day for him!
Can tell he;s visibly moody abt serving the country...will tink of ways to cheer him up tom.
Spent a whole day sleeping den setting my paper and gg to scarlett's house for her bday bbq. Feeing guilty now dat i wasnt toking to my bro when i shld hav.
Read abt the shag bangles in the papers. Quite interesting, i would say, and innovative.
Watever happened to romantic propositions, those dat swept u by ur feet and fumble into sex stuff u see on tv?
well...it sounds mighty 'low-class' i wld say.
MAkes me more wary abt wearing those Indian metal bangles i m quite fond of. Imagine the person's fingers crushed between the bands and my wrist.
Of coz dat is t6o say if dat particular someone wans to copulate w me.
Sounds kinky alreadi...lol.
Think it's time to pick up the guitar again and start strumming...dun wanna dry up spiritually again...now dat i feel refreshed by His presence. Humbe Desperation....story of Naman the Syrian.
It was said dat Naman was a great general for the King of Aram but he was suffering fr leprosy. He had heard dat there was hope in the country of Israel and went to ask his king for help. The King of Aram helped him wrote a letter to the King of Israel asking for NAman to be healed.
It turned out dat Elisha was the prophet. NAman came to Israel to look for him, after finding out that the King of Israel's other prophets were not the able ones. ELisha ordered Naman to go to the JOrdan river and dip himself seven times in order to heal him. Disgusted, Naman stormed off in anger. However, his servants persuaded him to give it a try anyway.
He did and he was healed completely.
Story Analysis:
We r like Naman. Sin in our lives is like leprosy on his skin.
With pride, Naman refused to lower himself to bathe in the dirtiest waters around. Yet he did. And the significance of it all was he had to take out all his clothes before he goes into the water. this means watever leprous will definitely be exposed and revealed, in the presence of his servants.
With his honor of Elisha's words, he was healed, despite the earlier nose in the air attitude.
Humble Desperation....that's all u need to turn His omnipotent presence beyond conscious presence to Manifested Presence. Much akin to the condensation of water vapour on a cold surface...if the right conditions r there, things wil happen.
I recognise i am far fr the way i used to be..passionate abt Him, abt people ard me, abt everything dat is in dis world. Somehow indiferrence has crept in coz dat way, things dun hurt u...neither do u hurt others.
I need a breakthru in my life, spiritualli, emotionally and physically.
And i knoe smthing happened yez...i juz pray the next step is a step closer to where my Big Guy wans me to be.
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Wanted to blog...there is so much i wanna say..and they r all in my head..
yet cant seem to type it out as mind is a complete blank..
juz realised recently me and taxis dun go together well...been feeling like barfing after yez;s ride and the ride before dat...
msning piper now..poor gal is sick..pray dat her coff will get better
msg smone but there was no reply...sigh.
anyway...yez was spent at home afterthe horrid ride in a cab...decided it was too late to make it to the seminar...had dis HUGE headache dat made me got to bed at 9++ gosh!
The Reds drew w Everton 0-0...was qite draining to watch...
realised a colleague do not actually trust me dat much...sigh...feeling quite hurt but wun die
at least the Big Guy came thru for me today at service...surprisingly considering i had to do ushering duty.
Ps Benny's sermon was realli touching...need to be humble desperation more often to get the manifested presence of Him.Realised i've been running w my own steam for a long time now...
headache's comingback...off to bed!
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