Sunday, February 01, 2004
Heart acheBro's back fr the army...sick and thinner..poor babe!
Mum was juz telling me abt him...had another throat infection and had to remove two dead toe nails...wat a day for him!
Can tell he;s visibly moody abt serving the country...will tink of ways to cheer him up tom.
Spent a whole day sleeping den setting my paper and gg to scarlett's house for her bday bbq. Feeing guilty now dat i wasnt toking to my bro when i shld hav.
Read abt the shag bangles in the papers. Quite interesting, i would say, and innovative.
Watever happened to romantic propositions, those dat swept u by ur feet and fumble into sex stuff u see on tv?
well...it sounds mighty 'low-class' i wld say.
MAkes me more wary abt wearing those Indian metal bangles i m quite fond of. Imagine the person's fingers crushed between the bands and my wrist.
Of coz dat is t6o say if dat particular someone wans to copulate w me.
Sounds kinky alreadi...lol.
Think it's time to pick up the guitar again and start strumming...dun wanna dry up spiritually again...now dat i feel refreshed by His presence. Humbe Desperation....story of Naman the Syrian.
It was said dat Naman was a great general for the King of Aram but he was suffering fr leprosy. He had heard dat there was hope in the country of Israel and went to ask his king for help. The King of Aram helped him wrote a letter to the King of Israel asking for NAman to be healed.
It turned out dat Elisha was the prophet. NAman came to Israel to look for him, after finding out that the King of Israel's other prophets were not the able ones. ELisha ordered Naman to go to the JOrdan river and dip himself seven times in order to heal him. Disgusted, Naman stormed off in anger. However, his servants persuaded him to give it a try anyway.
He did and he was healed completely.
Story Analysis:
We r like Naman. Sin in our lives is like leprosy on his skin.
With pride, Naman refused to lower himself to bathe in the dirtiest waters around. Yet he did. And the significance of it all was he had to take out all his clothes before he goes into the water. this means watever leprous will definitely be exposed and revealed, in the presence of his servants.
With his honor of Elisha's words, he was healed, despite the earlier nose in the air attitude.
Humble Desperation....that's all u need to turn His omnipotent presence beyond conscious presence to Manifested Presence. Much akin to the condensation of water vapour on a cold surface...if the right conditions r there, things wil happen.
I recognise i am far fr the way i used to be..passionate abt Him, abt people ard me, abt everything dat is in dis world. Somehow indiferrence has crept in coz dat way, things dun hurt u...neither do u hurt others.
I need a breakthru in my life, spiritualli, emotionally and physically.
And i knoe smthing happened yez...i juz pray the next step is a step closer to where my Big Guy wans me to be.
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