Saturday, March 13, 2004
BAffledI never knew dat i was in sensitive and blur abt things...but i never saw it coming.
HAd our mufti day today and it was realli cool till after all the pomp, R asked to tok to me outside the staff rm. Apparently he has heard dat the kids think we r competing w each other and they r kinda confused coz they hav so many teachers for diff subjects. Said dat he was a frank person and everything,,,so decided to tok to me.
DIdnt expect my liking for dat class will lead to these misunderstanding...kinda pissed at first coz i realli didnt mean it to be so. I didnt ask to put my "mailbox" thing on the noticeboard,.,,the kids did. Now i tink i better juz stick to reading their journals. anyway i went back to class straight and took out my mailbox.
It didnt help matters when i ordered pizzas for them to reward them for their effort. This was done obviously b4 i knew wat was gg on. Gosh i m so dense. No wonder a few days ago, when i joked i am adopting the class, he gave a rather curt remark dat te class is his and its not up for adoption. Shld hav sense dat smthing was amiss...but i didnt.
I dat it was coz i didnt hav a form class and since i spend a lotta time w them , they naturalli became "owned" by me in a sense. Now i m told the kids r thinking both of us wanna "own' them at the same time...and r comparing teachers...blah blah....
Not smthing dat i wanna hear...blissfulli i tot everything was nice and rosy...
CAnt help but feel darn *&^%$ abt it...not blaming R of coz...can understd where he's coming fr. Yet cant help the *&^%% feeling inside. Fr now on i juz go in and teach amd touch lives if poss...and dats it. Hate the burden of thinking wat wil happen when i do stuff etc etc...a line dat i said jokingly in class was misinterpreted...how bad can u get?
HAte things dat make my head swell...for the wrong reasons....
Hwne thikngs could get even lower, the materials i got fr the guide house todae belonged to a guide guider instead of brownie ldr. BEST! **^&%$##
K..will watch the lang...juz a not so gd day in an ordinary life of an ordinary teacher. Hghlight of the day?not strutting like an SQ stewardess (many saw whoo quite nice...even scm ask me y i didnt consider it. DUH?!)
its lugging ard this 5kg bag of useless books and materials which madem y arm numb. And flashing my purple undies coz of my flimsy skirt wheni tried to get this 5kg bag into the car.
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