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Sunday, March 07, 2004 CelebrationWoo...and what do u know? Mybro is a genius....okie...a smartie pants! Dis disgusting fella scored 3 As and 1 B for his As....in the true yu family tradition...ie like his sister..smhow he managed to score c5 for his GP even tho he has never gotten dat grade b4...gives ME a deja vu feeling. Anyway...so proud of him and my sis...how they managed to pull thru....both r kinda in the vital stage of their lives where they decide wat they want their life to be. Scary aint it? I mean, i kinda stumbled upon this path all the way since my Os. Firstly, decided not to join piper and frens to TJC and ventured on my own to VJ...den mass com was way out for me and stumbled upon Bizad...and while looking for a marketing job...i ended up selling education to kiddos. Hows dat for being cool? Tink the Big Guy is realli gracious to have led me thru....been telling myself its a calling by constant reminders dat i did not juz get the job on my own credit...smhow there was divine intervention. THe 8 min interview for the CL teacher post...miraculously one of the few to switch to an EL position....the practicum...which tested my confidence or rather my trust in Him severely.....many times i juz wanna give up...but He spurred me on. And dis is the word i got...dat i dun move unless God tells me to move. So i m staying put at the place He has thus far planted me. anyway, juz came back fr the movies w bro and sis...had a gd dinner @ Ponderosa courtesy of my aunt...and den caught Timeline. Interesting realli...time travel and stuff...skipped service today but gg for one tom morn w my family. Funny..when i sms elison abt my fam dinner thing (rather last min i must add), she sounded rather pissed. How can one sound pissed via sms? i juz kinda sensed it thru the wording..mebbe its me..ultra-sensory. Disclaimer: Npt 100% accurate Anyway...not my fault. Mum juz told me it was a dinner thing dis morn...all the while i tot it was a lunch deal. BAck to sch...CAs r over...supposed to be getting back the papers. my P4s did quite badly for their compos..and el paper...it was quite tough...and i tink the new rubric for compo marking killed many of them. Plus the fact dat i tink their marker was a lil strict and there was the abolishmt of the double-marking scheme. dun wanna kick upa big fuzz so accepted wat i was given..after some discussion w ram. Tried to get marker to relook but ended up w the new rubric on my table. Anyway...luckily no feathers unruffled...now juz have to tink of ways to motivate my class....and boost their low morales. Quite sweet when i heard theywantedme to go w them on the wed botanic gardens trip...plus the other 4F class.... Dat class is sooooooo talkative! i had to make them put a finger to their lips the whole SS period so i can enjoy silence thru out. Lost much time preaching abt behaviour alreadi...cant take their nonsence... Thus i tot i was much hated....oh well..seems like they wan me to go w them as well...weird bunch of kids! THe other 6C class was juz pissing me off w their dun-care attitude..esp dis boy len..he's truly testing my patience and tolerance. Watever grace and iamge i had was all lost dis tue when i screeched at them.....and I DUN CARE!!! So wat if it's juz HE? I m trying my darnest to show them stuff...urgghhh... anyway not angry anymore... Some thoughts...was watching trista's wedding on tv...yeah i knoe i m a sucker.....well...it wasnt all the grand stuff....definitely noit the pinky thingys....butmhow i had a quiet wish in my heart they willl last. Its kinda like if they did den i will truly believe love like dis exists....b/w a man and a woman. W God it was easy in the sense dat He had forst loved us. Anyway, smhow i long deep down to look into the man in my life and read a sonnet to him meaning every word dat i say.....yeah...thoughts...they always come to u late in the night. Tinking seriously whether to go for the diving course trip w piper....somthing i had wanna do but put off coz of my fear of water. Smhow the last Sibu trip gave me a sparkle of courage to wanna try....guess it will be way cooler den juz snorkelling yeah? dat will hav to be in the june hols....hoping my leg scars will fade a lil so i can don swimming gear and get the sun. I hav always been so conscious abt them...and they r one of the reasons i hated gg swimming in sec sch...or skirts aint realli my type. Been overcoming it bit by bit....still need lotsa work there. oh well...tink dats enuff for the nite....mebbe i hav said too much...
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