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Thursday, March 11, 2004 DreamsHow come it seems like everyone's been having dreams...cept for me?sigh...i m nt sleeping enuff....how to even have a dream?=P Sounds like i have been missing out a lot too...fr my two darlings' lives....oh welll...at least i still manage to read their blogs. Was down w sniffles yez...hate being sick and yet not able to rest coz gotta rush lousy IT lesson plan. Realise i dun hav any thinking skills for the lesson. HOW? My kids r not thinking!!*gasp* Feel my sick phase is coming back....hope its not true...dat i m thinking too much.. been popping vit c pills (those kind dat r also supposed to relieve stress) but it doesnt looklike they work. Mebeb shld try vit B complex stuff....heard they do wonders. Hmm my godson;s gonna be called jonathan?cool...so far name is unspoilt yet. Some names r not meant to be taken for ur kids...any consequences u bear the responsibility! Names such as ryan, brandon, blandon (yeah the parents and sons aint hav any taste at all!), zavier, zaniel...basicalli names starting w 'z' THe jonathans dat i vaguely knoe r fr church...seemingly active leaders so dats a gd sign. Think one of them is a genius @ guitar but (sadly) attached...lol...and the other fits the bill of the big sized guys sporty type. Have a nice head shape too...realised it coz today he came w shaven head. Not a bad eg to follow yeah? My god son...Jonathan. Cant be any cooler.=) In the end i decided to go for the sanctification thing @ church...looked totalli crashed...stil am now...nursing dis dull headache but i tot i wanna blog b4 these slip outta my mind. Funny how smtimes u go for smthing and u aint prepared for anything...God can still touch u and change smthing in ur heart. Cant rem when was the last time i cried when i rem the cross....till juz now... I m still dumbstruck....but i aint gonna forget wat it means... Dunno if i can stomach 'the passion of christ'.....the jesus tape was enuff to make me squirm and tear...cant imagine how i will be like for the movie. But still kinda anticiating it...esp after today's trailer in church. 2 gals cried today afetr receiving their results. Sigh...feel abd ever tho i know its not my fault. Tried to comfort them..poor gals. The EL paper was realli tough...to an extent. Anyway, onli onr boy hit B1....and he proved dat empty vessels aintthe onli ones making the most noise. Science...hahhaa...miracle 5 passes....outta 25. DIdnt expect anything so....guess it shld be gd enuff. So much things to do...analysis...rush rush....was practicalli on the edge yez coz themarker wasnt ard to return my papers!?! I got realli freaky and pissed...now i can onli go thru tom and make them do corrections and give them back. URGHHH....NO TIME!!! Tom another session @ church and poss fri need to go dwn Guide house to get materials for camp...yeah...camp on mon to wed....kill me pls. The feelinh of dread is growing....ever increasingly as the day draws near. March hols wil be gone in no time and i wun get rest....i realli need to sleep...uninterrupted for long....like 7 hours at one go. k...if i blabble sm more, i gonna lost my usual 5 hours of sleep!
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