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Sunday, March 14, 2004 Stillness of the moment...Funny how these few days my feelinsg hav been fluatuating up and down....more down den up actualli coz i hav been so tired and drained. Was feeling particularly so todae...but when i got to sch for brownies, OW was feeling tired too so it seemed i had to perk the girls up a lil. COz i know if the two of us r flat, the mtg wil be realli bad and boring. Straight after CCA, there's the staff gathering thing to tink of. Lost and won one game each...realised badminton aint my kinda game...and of coz learnt how the scoring system works. Plus, i got to learn how to make beaded bracelets....kinda enriching but when i left sch, i was still feeling flat (i dun mean chest size btw). When no. 1 and vp tried to joke w me and stuff, they got dull answers...lol...oh well. Cant seem to be able to do work...cant function properly...has been for dis whole week. So glad i made it for service...i realli needed Him more than anything else. BEen thinking a lot and feeling alot and haven been able to find someone to share and process w...everything's kinda cooped up inside and its all bursting rite now. POured out all dat i had upon HIm...and felt so relieved, released and refreshed. It;s been a while since i had ever felt dis lonely...thank God He's ard @ all times. ANyway, got told by mrs chong she needs info on my china-boy zexi coz the psychologist at Nanyang pri actualli emailed VP to ask for his behavioural history. Seemed like he must have been a handful for the Gifted program teachers. GAve some feedback..watever i cld rem...cept for the case where he pulled dat stunt. Didnt feel right to put it in...know wat i mean? Hope its a good decision. Trying to get some rest b4 my 3-day camp...now thinking abt it it aint all dat bad. Hope it stays dis way...
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