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Sunday, April 11, 2004 OopsDidnt realise i hav been MIA till i saw audz's post in the forlorn flooble board on the right. Thing is, i haven really been touching the comp @ home. Typical day for me the past week has been work, work, crash, hit the sack. And things r getting heavier by the min. I glanced at the April calendar and realised my Sats r packed for the whole of the month. Dat made me not wanna look at the month of May. Filled w activities dat r neither voluntary or exciting. How bt dat? Hmm...okie...since my faithful audience has requested for an update, thou shalt have it! A poke in the back Experienced a slight prock in the back recently by my not so neighbourly cubicle mate. Apparently M was in charge of the welfare notice board in the staff room and she's done fantastic work by putting up notices abt babies born and weddings etc. So one time a fellow colleague juz feedback to me dat the "Coming births" notice may not be appropriate as she's worried ppl may be pun tang soi tot wow...okie...and proceeded to tell dis to M. Well, she retorted dat she had already asked permission from the mothers-to-be. "Oh okie...gd den." Shrugging my shoulders, i went back to work. Little did i know that some mornings later, ,my welfare com head stopped me in the morning at the office. She wanted to know wat was 'it' about and wat i told M. I was looking like wat-the-hell r u toking abt. Apparently M went to her to complain abt the 'feedback' dat i gave her. (My welfare head is one of the mothers-to-be mentioned in the notice) So my welfare head wanted to clear any 'misunderstandings' in the committee. I m truly baffled. Sadly another incident concerning M too. Well, not realli an episode but she's been having dis angsty vibe abt her...the kind dat u knoe she mitebite u anytime. She came up w a great idea to make cards for all the teachers for their birthdays and place them near the notice board so everyone can sign. I tot dat was great! Jus means that she has to make them. And i was responsible to be preparing gifts and making sure i leave it at the person's table on his/her big day. She requested for the birthday list so i gave her wat i had - which is kinda like a few loose sheets of staff list w their DOB scribbled on them. They r all i had coz dat was wat the office gave me. "Huh?So messy one ar?....*long silence pregnant w frustration*" "Yeah dats all i have. Haven;t managed to find the time to put everything in order." I replied. And frustration plus irritation permeated the space b/w our 2 cubicles. At dat moment i cldn't tahan anymore (w the slapping of books on her table and stuff) so i immediately opened my laptop and tried to churn out an Excel file listing all the DOBs of the staff...went home to finetune it and sorted them all out. Next day, i handed her the rough copy. I m amazed at myself how certain combinations of things can get me going. Again shall i say i m baffled. On the supervisor's side, one week after i handed in my work review, she came back and told me i missed out a page in printing. Pg no.s were in running order but one part was cut off. Mystifiying. Anyway printed it out. Wat surprises me mre is how my work review can still be w her since the deadline was way over. Gosh, i need dat piece of document for my confirmation. Hmmm... Oh and i didnt realise ur supe is supposed to let u c wat she wrote under Reporting Officer's column before asking u to sign. I was asked to sign it while it was empty. Thank God she didnt wrote anything nasty or untrue if not i wld be dead since i had signed it. Managed to sneak a peek while i was rearranging and placing the missing part inside. Apparently my other supe R was nice enuff to show me wat L has asked to write abt me. And the funny thing is, L copied word for word wat R wrote w/o adding anything of her own. Maybe all these r reasons y i had a dream dis morn. I brought the brownies out for sm stuff and it was pretty bizarre wat acitivities we took part. Den as i was walking away fr the place, i sorta met my P. And strangely i walked into the GEP office which was weirdly next to my sch building. i went in, requesting to sign up for the GEP again. I was given dis test form (supposed to be done in 4 hrs?!). There was dis other close male fren w me, tho i cant rem who he was. Anyway, my P waltzed in and dropped off her car key, implying i can take her car and use it to go home. I looked at my male fren. Sadly he also didnt knoe how to drive. Cool yeah?Hahahhaaa... Nothing seems to hurt much now. Been able to handle watever comes my way and brush off not so nice stuff. Prob the revelation of the Cross. Watever i go thru aint mean anything when i look at the cross. On the ministry side, still deciding prison or youth ministry. But amazingly, dis gal i was suppoed to be taking care of received Christ yez. Praise God!=) Somehow i feel maybe i shld juz stick to dis for a while. I dunno...had a lot of thoughts as i was talking to her....fears of mentoring someone so young and so raw. And one thing struck. I was talking to a new fren when she turned to me and said "Hey, dun leave me behind." I dunno if u understand wat i mean but i felt mebbe dats where God wans me to stay...stay put. Guys side, well...not achiveing much. LOL. HAve been so wiped out i hardly hav time to think. Well, voluntary baldness is still 'in'. Shank is still somewhere ard....i tink...via icq.
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