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Thursday, April 15, 2004 Test test...Boy i have no idea wat dis means... interpreters anyone? PROBLEM UNDERLYING THE PRESENT STRESS -- The fear that he may be prevented from achieving the things he wants leads him to a restless search for satisfaction in the pursuit of illusory or meaningless activities. DESIRED OBJECTIVE -- His need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes him restless and he is driven by his desires and hopes. May try to spread his activities over too wide a field. CURRENT INAPPROPRIATE BEHAVIOR -- Emotionally inhibited. Feels forced to compromise, making it difficult for him to form a stable emotional attachment. Hmm...the non-existence of a stable emotional attachmt sounds true! Dreading dis week..everyday i awake i pray dat i'll be sick...den i will be worried coz i cant be sick...cant leave my work and kids...and in the end the thermometer shows me the same reading...36.9. Mebbe prayer is too powerful...having rumbling stomach for a few days already and its not coz i m hungry (i realised coz i ate extra and it still hurt).. something like a mini-diarhoea...if there's ever a thing liddat. Hate dis..not sick enuff to go on mc...yet not well enuff either to be normal. I havent been out dis whole week!*Gasp* WHATS HAP TO ME? =( Emotional guys turn me off. Had dis accusing thing w shank juz the other day...abt minor trivial things which he felt deeply and strongly abt. Gosh...i m so tired of dis stuff. I didnt do anything someore. Mebbe its coz i didnt do anything. Hmm..tot onli gals hav such priviledge to be whiny abt stuff liddat. Mebbe i m wrong...oh i shld have been born w a ****. Yeah anyway...luckily i still have my sunflower to cheer my day. =) Strange it hasnt died since sunday.
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