Sunday, June 27, 2004
I m sick...really...pls...not sch again!I DUN WANNA GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tot if i shouted dis out loud enuff, i'll feel a slight inclination towards sch.
Shucks, it didnt work.=PPPP
URGHHHHHHHHHHHH
I cant wake up early, i cant sleep early, i cant teach!*BURP*
Finally had a talk w shir on sat. Wasnt intentional..mebbe it's God;s timing for both of us. Lots of burdens in my heart were released tho it may take some time for me to get close to anyone in dat manner. Felt that love again when i hugged her and prayed for her.
Hmm...truly amazing. Did imagine it'll come so soon. Wasnt as emotional as i tot i wld be too.
Still rather hyped up abt Linkin P. Hav their faces staring at me on the monitor...of coz esp chester *grin* Dicky's still have my meteora so i m hanging on to his hybrid theory. Eyeing his bro's Live in Texas tho...heehee
Managed to set 3/4 of my sci paper...which is due next week (must be vetted and edited).
K..shall take enouragemt fr kimmy.
"It;s not as if i've not handed in late work b4...so rushing is no prob for me."
(REPEAT x10)
K i m calmer now. CAN u SENSE the CALMNESS in my tone?
GOOD! Now i can move on...
New timetable revamp...lost my em3 boys, gained a class of em1s. Looks like a long half-a-yr ahead. Aligning keep fit plans w pe lessons, keeping my hands busy w craft lessons..
wat a way to start the beginning of the end of the hols.
Still, i thank God for all these. At least He knows wats gg on even if i dun. I m in safe hands. =)
Gonna start the 40-day fast soon on 1st july. Decided to do daniel fast for the whole period. Means green bowels...ewww
Mental block after all dis verbal diarrhoea...
keeping u posted...
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Linkin RockzHaving a hangover thingy...headache, blurry state of mind, raspy voice...
And to think i didnt even drink.
it's like paranoid looking over my back
it's like a whirlwind inside of my head....Papercut
Legs r like jello...after waiting at the gates at 6pm....finally entering at 7.40. Real linkin didnt even start till 9+!!
And wats dis korean band PIA...(read 'pia' as in long pia and not P-I-A). tot the latter sounds cool. Anyway kinda guilty booing them off stage coz i realli didnt know wat they r singing. BTW they sang in English.
And thus after an ardous wait, THEY finalli came on. SOund systems aint dat gd initially..aint got much rock factor till later. But heck...we've been waiting too darn long.
Despite the heels, i still had to crane my neck. Now i gotta spend a week lowering my head to 'unstrain' my neck muscles. Sigh!
AT least i got to see Chester in his new hairdo - all shaven cept for dis tuft of hair in the middle comple with dreadlocks-cornroll lookalikes. COOL!*smitten*
Some ppl ard us didnt look like they paid to be there...ya knoe...and makes u suspect y those ppl get free tics while ppl like us dun. DUH!
And hail the 3-finger point(3fp)!It aint dead!LOL..woooooo *3fp*
Gonna have a 2day Life Sciences Wkshop today and tom @ NIe..how uncool is dat?*Sigh*
Did i tell u dis was completely voluntary? Wat was inside my head when i signed up manz!
No. of days left to work = 5
No. of days left with nothing to do = 1
Which works out to one word...PATHETIC!
SHall work out a lost of June hols 'achievements' soon in my next entry.
Meanwhile...contemplating roaming Orchard Rd in anticipation of seeing LP...well, Chester actualli...=) This is not my idea...it's from dicky's fren!
Enjoy the track!*3fp*
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Definition of a B***chYeah..i was one today and mebbe still is...dis is wat having cramps at dat time of the month makes u..a total absolute B***CH.
No-nonsense, cut-ur-crap, stuff-ur-face, dun-wanna-talk, heck-like-i-care, dun-touch me.
Need i say more? Jus their luck dat they were stuck w me @ ubin...and realised how certain ppl/mannerisms irritate me so. Patience ain't a b***ch's middle name.
Now dat i m safely home, away fr any human contact, i feel sooo peaceful.
Now i can't bite any one. *Snarl*
No one wanna get stuck w me...lol...those who did, well...ouch...too bad.
Last line someone said to me today was that i look like stefanie sun sans make-up..which interprets to me having pockmarks on my face. Icing on the cake.
Somewhere I belong
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I'd let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didnt fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everwhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Hey...cant help tinkering with the layout and backgrd...
it happens when u have LOADS of stuff to do but u dun wanna do them.
tot orange is a nice colour to go after being in the dark side...
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
LINKIN PARK....here i come!!!*3 fingers sticking in the air*
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Diary of a Suay Gal...How suay is suay??
imagine walking back fr the mrt to the interchange and realise ur flip flops realli do wat they r called...FLOPPED!
It had to happen at the exact spot where many on-lookers r sitting...to see and be seen...with loud music playing at the super-cool hangout McDonalds.
Thank God i had quick reflexes! In the instant i saw my floppy slipper, i bent down, grabbed both of them, walked barefoot to the atm and withdrew some cash.
Den of cos i hid behind some trolley stalls and called for rescue 911..which came via my dad! Tok abt a father's love...man m i touched!
Dis father's day is gonna be diff...
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