Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Was wondering if my display of playful and naughty attitude at work is gonna give me a disadvantage...such as being looked upon as not serious hence not able to do work.Jus a thought, coupled with other tots since i realise two best buds have ventured onto another part of their lives while i m still marching on the spot.
Not to say the marching is not as gd, as it is the same as waiting, since gg forward will not be the best, neither is regressing.
It does get boring sometimes, i must admit. And strangely alone now dat the fear of having nothing in common with them is seeping in.
Brain tells me this fear is unfounded but nevertheless, once priorities in ur life change, certain things need to be adjusted.
It's been quite a while listening to ur thoughts alone (of cos w God), thinking thru issues and rationalising stuff. Am surrounded by 2 sides of ppl, one is the cell, the other is frens outside church. Dun think both parties see the other side of me, my struggles, my need to find someone (perhaps like shir) to juz tok nonsense and yet knoe God and all other impt stuff.
Doing up dis training roadmap thing. Hope i stay awake and sane enuff to complete it before i crash.
Contemplating closing dis down and return to actual journaling on pen and paper.
hmm...hate making choices and decisions.
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