Thursday, July 28, 2005
Had the strangest dream ever and woke up in a state of shock with a lumpy throat, burning body and cold sweat.I actually went back to school to grab my books back to mark. My subconscious already knew i was gonna be on mc today...amazing. Den i kinda borrowed dawn's car (which in real life she hasnt)- a red picanto - and was stuffing all my things in the boot. Strangely i didnt pull the handbrake and when i walked away to get stuff it kinda rolled back and smashed its back against the wall. Vaguely remembering feeling horrified and apologising profusely to her. VEry weird.
Was prob thinking abt her back as she hurt it in school and was on mc the last 2 days. Still, the brain is one amazing organ.
DOc gave me 2 days of mc but as usual prob take one and head back tom. Got a call fr anna, my girl and was shocked when she told me the class was crazy and noisy. Greatest surprise of all they got ryan's mum as my relief and apparently she had to shout many times at the kiddos. Gosh! I'm gonna slaughter them tomorrow. How disgraceful!
Wendy felt it was gd as she'll realise wat i hav to go thru...lol. But i must tell u they aint tat uncontrollable coz i aint one to lose control.
So much for self-discipline...geez cant even trust them to control their mouths when i m not ard.
Tomorrow i shall silence them w my killer glare. They better pray they will see the daylight.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Stupid me forgot some stuff which i m supposed to collect eons ago from the level teachers. Now had to give short notice to them..felt so bad at the same time pissed w myself for not remembering anything abt it!Sigh...*&^%##%^&&**^%%^&%*%&%^$^$#Managed to chat w lb today as we were preparing the apparatus for the Science practical test next week. Glad to be able to sit and talk as we r always hanging out w the group and barely have a chance to really share.
Somehow the topic came to relationships and i was shocked to hear that she juz broke up w her bf. that explained the specs she had worn some time ago instead of her usual contacts. As she shared, her strength impressed deep upon me. Was wondering how difficult it must have been to act ok when u r realli not, esp w work piling up like crazy and pressure mounting. i salute this lil gal =)
Though i didnt dare ask specifically what went wrong, i felt happy juz to listen and realised a simple joy which i hav lost - the joy of sharing to someone abt things in ur life and listening to the other person. Must hav been void of such normal verbal talk for such a long time...
Got a msg and call fr uncle vun today and realised that i m indeed not forgotten. If he hadnt called i mite have never been able to get him since all contacts were lost. Now exchanging a few lines w kimmie kim via msn...bringing sanity back.
MAnaged to pick up the guitar and spend a lil time w Big Guy.
"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast."
Ephesians 2:8
Indeed i need to remember His grace and the work on the cross. Need that grace fr Him to survive the lastest addition to the roost...and other eventful happenings on this Tue.
Was joking w chang - I only have one more space available in my class. Cant take in any more. Well, he referred to my class as a Salvation Army. Haha..God's salvation perhaps!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Congrats to my dearie audz and ben!!
I m eagerly awaiting another babe to this world!
Count the no. of puppies above...think u can beat that?=)
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Big Guy always showers blessings when you least expect it.Was so tired and drained last week but had cheery flowers delivered to school to cheer me up and best of all....received a precious Corrine May ticket via snail mail!
Courtesy of ah der!
Gosh! Never will i ever *fingers crossed* rebuke him for tucking in his T-shirt. He can tuck in ALL he wants!!!
He's like a demi-god! Oh..HERO!
Still refuses to tell me how he got them...trust me..i tried hunting too.
Having this nagging back-bodyache for the whole week. Still ain't bad enough to take an MC...or rather can't afford to do so. Ain't have any time to think coz things just keep piling up. Gotta get some videos done up for the magic thing and now new Scrabble competition coming up in Aug.
And..topping of the day...R is coming to my class next week. Yup, audz...Ur super ADHD Ang Mo-like boy. No. 1 just spoke to me yez and i thought for the first thing she had the courtesy to ASK me. Which of coz is a rhetorical question. (COme on..who can say NO?)
So...it's 38+1...bells r ringing (pun intended)...
Big Guy sure knows how to challenge me...this will definitely make me run to Him for grace and wisdom!=)
Oh yes, if u gals have time go catch The Island. Interesting storyline...not new at all...(Go read this book called "Spares" by cant-rem-who).
Trust me you will not fall asleep in this one. I tried but did not succeed despite being sleep deprived.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Just not my day.Know it's my fault but have been too busy to book corrine may's concert tics till now and they are ALL sold out.
Not even single seats left.
Had been a mad woman rushing ard...a true bitch scolding kiddos...
survived without lunch till dinner time.
not to mention i fell asleep while praying last night and tons of work waiting.
SUch a loser. I m depressed.
Kill me.
I need Bali. Now.
Friday, July 01, 2005
Bad Day by David PowterWhere is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that
Strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Lovely song to end ur bad day...even nicer mtv. Check out the song here...
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