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Tuesday, July 26, 2005 Stupid me forgot some stuff which i m supposed to collect eons ago from the level teachers. Now had to give short notice to them..felt so bad at the same time pissed w myself for not remembering anything abt it!Sigh...*&^%##%^&&**^%%^&%*%&%^$^$#Managed to chat w lb today as we were preparing the apparatus for the Science practical test next week. Glad to be able to sit and talk as we r always hanging out w the group and barely have a chance to really share. Somehow the topic came to relationships and i was shocked to hear that she juz broke up w her bf. that explained the specs she had worn some time ago instead of her usual contacts. As she shared, her strength impressed deep upon me. Was wondering how difficult it must have been to act ok when u r realli not, esp w work piling up like crazy and pressure mounting. i salute this lil gal =) Though i didnt dare ask specifically what went wrong, i felt happy juz to listen and realised a simple joy which i hav lost - the joy of sharing to someone abt things in ur life and listening to the other person. Must hav been void of such normal verbal talk for such a long time... Got a msg and call fr uncle vun today and realised that i m indeed not forgotten. If he hadnt called i mite have never been able to get him since all contacts were lost. Now exchanging a few lines w kimmie kim via msn...bringing sanity back. MAnaged to pick up the guitar and spend a lil time w Big Guy. "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast." Ephesians 2:8 Indeed i need to remember His grace and the work on the cross. Need that grace fr Him to survive the lastest addition to the roost...and other eventful happenings on this Tue. Was joking w chang - I only have one more space available in my class. Cant take in any more. Well, he referred to my class as a Salvation Army. Haha..God's salvation perhaps!
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