Thursday, January 19, 2006
Time of LossRecently lost 2 friends around the same time, both at a young age and still have a whole life ahead of them. Both sudden departures. The last time I recalled something similar happening was kelvin, whom I met a few months before his death at a hospital. He was undergoing surgery for a mysterious virus that was attacking his leg.
Asked God why He has a special preference to take away nice ppl, leaving the rest of us behind. Mebbe He really needed them near His throne to praise and worship Him. Much akin to how teachers like to place pleasant looking students within their vision so they feel better, rather than the slightly more irrtating ones who tend to suck their blooda and feed on them. Perhaps that was what He has on His mind. Well, He didn't really answer me so I had to take a shot.
I am sure lots of people will have tons of thoughts in their minds when such things happen. I am just an ordinary soul. First I was upset, than lost and confused. Then I started worrying for people who are upset, lost and confused. Now I just pray for these same people who are upset,lost and confused so that they will not remain like that for long.
It took me quite a while to type this entry. The deaths happened last weekend but I could not really write anything till now. Maybe it is due to this 2day MC I am having that gives me plenty of time to ponder and reflect, in between states of drowsiness and sleep.
Someone said, Live everyday as if it is your last. Will I ever come to a time I may regret I haven't done anything, tried anything, said something that I don't mean, said something that I mean to say but didn't come out the way it meant? Have I been a blessing to the people around me rather than a sheer number in the group?
I say, live life daily meeting Him who created you. Then when you suddenly cross over to the zone of the heavens, you may not even realise it. Still, it's a rather selfish thought as it only makes you yourself feel better, not for the people around you.
If I have been typing crap for the last few paragraphs, do forgive me. I can only say it was under the influence of drugs.
Ironically I had been teaching my kids the proverb: A bad workman always blames his tools.
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