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Wednesday, March 15, 2006 ReflectionsAttending lq's wedding opened up some thoughts for me. Chatting w lb on msn set my mind spinning further. Interesting how He sometimes speaks..via people and things around you. I m honestly fearful that i'll take lq's path (she has chosen the decision and i dun blame her) maybe 5 or 10 years down the road, turning from Him who so loves us and looking for a human source of comfort. Beginning to feel i m so vulnerable, we all are, that i may juz walk the same way. Vic and me were talking abt sch stuff..was getting pretty serious and tinging w cynicism when he blurted out that the guys were discussing about my ' single status' when they were hanging out. Goes to show how guys can be quite san ba too. Interesting to know. Coming from vic,i know he and the others were genuinely concerned. He mentioned abt my stubborness and high standards, which I personally do not agree to the latter one. It's gonna be tougher now that lb's attached and I'm the only one on the boat again. Happy for her though and praying that this one will truly treasure her for who she is. He sounds mature enough at least. That's a good start. Some thoughts pandered to the ministry side. Find myself so far off from the rest when i attended the wednesday meeting. Haven't felt this way in a long while...much like undeserving and over my head. Will take time to learn and grow while hanging in there for elison. Happy thoughts: 1) Shalom, my god daughter's bro, is born! Welcome my sweetie! 2) First and stumbling attempt to lead someone to Christ in Mandarin. Even managed to go thru John 3:16 in Chinese. Truly amazing! 3) Reconnected w huishan and eve after so long. As a commemoration, here's a rare treat...pictures! NB: Dark horse in all the pics is urs truly,flanked by pretty gals ![]() ![]()
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