Sunday, September 28, 2003
Ain't he cute?*Swoon*
feast ur eyes on him....=)
toking abt eyes me eyes giving me loads of trouble...
attempted as a last resort to wear only one lens for 2 days,,to rest my right eye thurs and fri..
now both eyes sligthly red and tired..
thank God the optician say eyes r juz tired...kinda itchy tho..
said no infection or any tears...*phew*
den my brains kinda been bursting..having the headache thingy again...dousing myself w h2o...
pain realli sucks..now i realli wish i m more den a pseudo bimbo..
TAKE MY BRAINS AWAY!!!*sing to the tune....take my breath away....woo tom cruise...ugly short man...woo Top gun....cool planes =)*
liverpool playing now...agst charlton..2-2 already...urgghhh..
the reds need me...shall start my pom pom cheers in front of the tube..
dad's eager to see us down..dat $%#@$#% manure fan!
we will show ya!!!!
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
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Schedule today:
brownies...children's day rehearsal...work@sch....jay chou concert vcd cum eng marking @ home....venture to redhill....service....cell grp....coffee@coffee club
was slightly late for CCA...sigh...felt jello-like...muz be the two panadol pills and the ultimate knockout becane pill the nite b4....
official photographer for the enrolment....whee....it wasnt dat bad..
tried our hands @ choreographing some Ah Go Go dance steps for Children's day...to the song"That Thing U Do"...
Can do...i guess *shrug*....juz make the kids laff...i hope!for all i knoe they will be gaping...w their mouths open..w shock!
Revelation: Ah Go Go is all abt swimming...front stroke...back stroke...side....there you go..A complete dance sequence...EUREKA!!
Noraida attempted to do mendhi on my hands...realised its on my right and i cant mark w the shitty stinko gunk on my hand..
how it looks?well....u gotta judge it for urself...no offence..i tink she did a gd job..it juz doesnt well on mine...lotsa dots...imagine maggi mee spread on the back of ur hand...coupled w some random dots...
yup...Jay's on again...hahaha..cant help it...i needed a vcd which can entertain me while i mark...and he;s always ALWAYS entertaining...^.^
read Stupid White Men on my journey to bukit merah....of coz...plugged always live and loud to Jay on discman...
more convinced den ever dat BUsh jr is useless and the whole US govt is f**ked up...hahhaa
way to go Roger Moore!!
elison didnt make it to service and cell,..joined shufang and her gals...
wonder if she's ok...tink she;s in mega shit pool...realli pray she;s doing gd...
hurts me to see her liddat...
tinking if she'll leave...completely....
tinking if she'll be gd if she leaves..
tinking wat it will be like if she leaves...
tinking if i will stay if she leaves...
coffeeclub was cool...mudpie!!!
lovely chat w cyn and denise....imagine discussing instances of stained skirts...peeing and taking cracks...bubbling farts under water...
we r cool babes!!
okie..time to discuss feeling of the day: NUMB
Thursday, September 25, 2003
watching the bachelor 3 made me ask myself many questions...eg...wld i be like one of those 25 who dared to come forward to fine "true love" in front of the whole tube nation??
well for one.,..if when the guy revealed his family name as firestone....i was wondering why no one in the ENTIRE room didnt laff out LOud?
i definitely wld..imagine being branded a tyre forever...gosh! some brainless lady still tried to piece her name w the firestone label...DUH
Sunday, September 21, 2003
I m a sucker...*geez*okie..juz finished watching the mtv of "ni ting de dao" for the
geez...yup..big sucker i m...kinda teary after watching it...*sobsob*
story's abt dis swoonsome guy (Jay of coz!) having a fight w his gf...and there's dis invisible dunno-wat-suposed-to-be-some-hpfrequency-person aka pretty gal who was watching the whole thing..
so uber-cool Jay tried to appease evil gf..by snapping pics w his of-coz Panasonic hp...didnt work..dropped hp by mistake..and PRESTo..pretty gal appeared...coz there was a frequncy warp or smthing..
anyway...they fell in love unwittingly...and of coz liek any romantic tragedy...they cant be together...she has to leave...trememdously saddddd farewell (at least to me....emotional overdrive mebbe!)
ending?he goes walking ard the streets of ROme and found a musical toy carousel which both had seen previously...and..
*gasp* (no surprise here pal)...yup the seller looks the exact mold of the pretty gal...minus some tattoo like star thing on her cheek which reall REALLI loooked like an enormous mole when i saw it the first time..
*SIGH*wat can i say?
Highlight of my day? Watching jay on some music award show performing live w dis cute lil' 9 yr old boy w a dumb name (Snoopy?!) rapping away...
they can take my breath away....
Life is beautiful......
The song lyrics: (My best attempt @ some Chinese to Eng translation)
Who can know better than me?
Your gentleness is as light as feathers
The secret lies in my embrace
Only you can hear it
Are there anyone who knows?
Your smile is like a warm embrace
Wish I could hide the good in you
So that only I can see it
Standing on the roof top
Whispering to the wind not to be blown back and forth
Used to hate the dreary rainy weather
Till I hear someone whispering "I love you"
Sitting on the stairways of the theatre
Watching the crowds go by
Funny how the both of us were smiling at each other for so long
I think I have been too dependent
Upon hanging up the call
Insisting on being a naive child
Quietly protecting this love of mine
Knowing I can't be too reliant
Afraid that you will be spoilt by my love
Your sweet fragrance still lingers
I can't bear to leave
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i can't help it....supposed to be doing my planning...*sigh*
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onli goes to prove how unreliable tets can be smtimes..tho i like to tink they r..=)
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YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, September 23, 2006
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Sat Nite Fever..
took a short nap after brownies....gosh was so zonked out i tot it was sunday when my bro woke me up...geez
too late to take economy transport to church...sigh...signalled for pte chaueffuer..AGAIN!
btw...bro;s d/l dis whole file on jay's mtvs...oh and dats y he woke me up (Thank God for him!)...to view the videos..
gosh..real disappointmt =PP not onli was his songs in karaoke versions..some new songs are superimposed onto old mtvs!!*bleh*
thus started my arduous journey to 5pm service....
cell was intense sharing time by el...tink she'll not be who she is now if she had a diff family bkgrd and all....juz hope God will minister and take care of her...
kinda touched she shared too..esp to the cell...its definitely nt easy...
still cpntemplating whether i shld mt shir w the rest on fri....tink deep in my heart there'sstill some resentmt which i resent abt myself...(does dis even make sense?)
she's so shut out of my life now dat i dunno how to let her in again even if i wan to..and it may be vice versa....
k..control..everything's abt control...thou promise if thou art there thou shalt keep thou cool and attempt not to speak unnecessarily...in case thou speaketh wrong things...
Had a splendid Priscilla's fav (New York cheesecake with Double Choc Chip ice-cream......*burn w envy!!hhaha) & some nutty mudpie....@ NYDC...whee!!
hmm feelin frenchy all of a sudden..hahhahahaha..WHEE!!
was w the gals cyn, deb & joan...chill out...talk...nuah...
dats hw a saturday shld be spent...doing nothing...eating sinfully...
tok abt shir, eug, sp on our way back...hmm interesting conversation....
funny how God used mich to tell me the word...all things r possible....and hw the worship today simply coincided....
All things...hahaha...been tinking abt lots of things...hmmm =P
OHHH...and LIVERPOOL WON....2-1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)
Your Inuyasha! You are a punk, you like to pick
fights and hate being in school, your grades
are slipping but you don't care, you are having
to much fun to actually do anything about it!
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elise, you're an Observer!
That means you're one of the more kind-hearted people around. You are unusually intuitive, and you probably understand yourself, as well as others. That also means you're a good mediator � though you may prefer to spend more quiet time on your own than most.
Because of the self-knowledge you already possess, you are better equipped than many to steer your life in the right direction. Understanding more about the components of your personality will reveal unique information that even people like you might not realize. And the better you know yourself, the more confident you'll be making decisions that affect your life.
How do we know this about you? Because while taking the test, you answered questions that measure the basic traits that make up your personality. We scored your answers on different personality characteristics and discovered not only that you're an Observer, but where you stand on those proven scientific scales.
Saturday, September 20, 2003
The Truth is out....THERE!!alrite...i hate the feelin of leaving the theatre assuming dat i nderstd the story but actualli...i hav no clue!*shucks* this sucks...yeah dickie's right...the movie 'ends' when Sarah passed her completed book to John....end of story..
self-denial's never realli my cup of tea...so for the "real" story of Swimming Pool...
TADA!!!
onli managed to read two entries...here;s one of them...not as convulated...unlike the second one abt symbolism and the shits..
There are several items that I think are important that I have not seen mentioned in any of the previous reviews. The first is the pair of panties that Sarah picks up in the grass next to the pool and take up with her to her room. Obviously, I'm not an expert on... I mean, I don't think Julie would ever wear this plain cotton kiddy-looking underwear. Yet when Julie later sees the underwear in Sarah's room, she picks them up and indicates they are hers. My guess is they belonged to and were left there by Julia, the younger daughter who appears at the end, and thus were only serving as another prop in Sarah's story. The second item is the picture of a girl in Julie's diary. It's a mystery for the viewer but not for Sarah. Sarah glances at the picture and then turns it around for a better look, and no wonder. If I'm not mistaken, the picture in the diary is a picture of Sarah (Charlotte Rampling) as a teen-ager thereby indicating that the diary is not Julie's at all but really Sarah's diary all the time and the sight of her old picture and the feel of the old diary brings back memories of her teen-age years that provides fuel for the "Julie" story she has already begun. It also accounts for her copying out of the diary, something a writer of her experience would not be prone to do unless it was her diary in the first place. Finally, after establishing the two women in the restaurant, the camera focus on Sarah's face as Julie tells her story. Could it be that Julie is really not there and the voice is originating in Sarah's mind? That Julie's story is really Sarah's story? This same focus on Sarah's face is used during the conversation between Julie and Frank just before Sarah is "coaxed" into getting up and dancing. My conclusion is that one night shortly after she arrives at the French house, Sarah opens the window to her bedroom and lies down. What happens from that point, hearing a car pull up, going down the stairs with a lamp in her hand, meeting Julie, etc. , until she is back in England is a depiction of the writer's mind at work. This can also be seen after she leaves her publisher's office at the end and then looks back through the glass window in the door for many seconds, studying Julia, comparing the real English daughter to her own French creation.
9/10
14.9.2003 - rwhitejr@ - age: 50+
okie...mebbe i m shallow too??dis is too much for me...*sigh*
oh for the gals who dun understd WTF i m writinh abt..shld try to catch dis movie..it has them all..well almost..,Sex, drugs & bad music....
well...at least the actress has nice boobs...*whee*(in french)
k..need to change for CCA....brownies here i come..
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Mozzies!!some unidentifiable insect scum gave me so many marks on my legs and hands =(
onloi reason y i realise they r fr one and the same source is the fact dat the red bites hav dis black "dot" in the middle..
boohoo..itchy itchy scratchy scratchy..
mum's paraniod..as usual..demands i go c doc..i tot they can wait...
God pls shrink all of them!!urgghh...
Inspired by mich...heres wat i got for my bday:
Born on the 9th of the Month:
You are a sensitive person with many wonderful abilities, although your predisposition to see the good in everyone could lead to others taking advantage of you. You experience the thoughts and feelings of other people intensively; basically you are a humanitarian and look for unifying factors rather than differences. Your capacity is nearly limitless, but you should still be careful not to load yourself too much, everyone reaches a limit some time.
You may be one of those people who hope to make the world a better place. If you ever want to treat yourself, you should take a long trip, because familiarity with foreign cultures will be fascinating and have a very pleasant effect on you. Also music or other artistic activities could be a good way to relax.
Sounds like me...*hic*
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
With God all things are possible!Did so much with 3B today..even managed to let them off for early recess...cool!
they r almost on par w 3F already...in terms of syllabus progess...
may commented 3B is behaving exceptionally well recently *SMILE*....hee..
yeah..now they always do "number 4" aka lie onthe table w their heads down while waiting for the next lesson...
still AMAZES me..rather,,,,still ASTONISHES me how they listen to my every beck and call...
imagine an idiot giving commands like Number 1, 2...etc...and the kiddos juz spring into action liddat...
kinda like a game to them..but it never fails to make me giggle inside...
wait till the day THEY realise how dumb it looks...on the outside!hhahaha
meanwhile.,,i m keeping hush!
had a cool lunch @ cosy sch canteen w shir, sheryl, wei peck, and may...eating my godma's mee soto...yumyum!
i lurve dis grp...we aint ur normal bunch of frens...but we r a wee bit more den colleagues...=) i luv them for their honesty, openness, sincerity...somehow the concern b.w us extends beyond work...
and shir's leaving soon...*sobsob* for the baby....muz get him a big gift!!
yeah..and teh gals laff at my pregnant dream...me...again..for lunchtime entertainmt..
sigh...*shrug* if itmakes them happi =)
Fell asleep in sch..on my utter cluttered table...
juz managed to save myself fr drooling on the kiddos' workbooks...
went for perk up kopi and sat w mr chee for small tok
he;s such a sweet man!=) *blush*
Hit home at 5.30...a mini-achievement for the day...
managed to finish watever dat was done by the kiddos today...yeah..so tom can start afresh...
actualli msg the gang to go play pool...itching for a game..haha
the pool-babe in me juz never dies...sigh
meanwhile me singing loudly along to jay's songs...
hmm u knoe wat,,,tink i m the bEST person to sing his songs..
who better to do a impersonation of him den someone who listens to his songs by ear and sings to the way he pronounces each word (which is like..WTF is dat?)?
u never know u mite get an ang-mo accent together w the song...to ENHANCE the R&B effect...
along the way to the bus stop..pondering how i realli luv dis job...calling aside (smtimes i still doubt myself...not u lah..Big Guy)....imean ..simple pleasures like pasting a sticker on the worksheet knwing dat it willbring a smile upon a certain kiddo's face (i hope!),,,gives me the fuzz...
or telling the kiddos smting..and dat "wow" look juz takes over...haha...
of coz my love for being "worshipped" hahaha...now u aint gonna get dat anywhere...
Monday, September 15, 2003
Realised i m using dis blog as a tool for procrastination...i mean..
What do u do when u hav a huge stack of written expressions to mark and u dun feel like it @ the moment? --> BLOG
What do u turn to when u hav nothind in particular to surf online? ---> BLOG
What do you do when u hav finished reading ur pals' blogs? --> BLOG
What do u do when u juz finished posting ur blog and u feel absolutely lobo? ---> BLOG......somemore..
Gosh dis feels like a disease...hmm Matchbox 20
I got a disease, deep inside.
It makes me feel uneasy baby.
I can�t live without you.
Tell me, what am I supposed to do about it?
Keep your distance from me.
Don�t pay no attention to me.
I got a disease�
sigh...dis this the ultimate purpose of my life?telling my life's ups and downs to gd buddies and other unknowns?
juz to prove my sanity
I'm not crazy
I'm juzt a little unwell
I know right now you can;t tell
Juzt stay a while and then you'll see
A different side of me...
oh..and my theory of "thou shall pay wat thou eats":
You shld always pay for ur own stuff...note dat the 'you' actualli means me..
esp with unknown ppl....
dats juz my policy...
ppl who knoes me knoe dat i dun mind treating..so its not a question of who;s paying..rather the company dats u r with..
dats my take on it...
DAe @ School
thank God for sheryl who volunteered to take over 2 periods for me...mondays r the worst days of the ENTIRE week..
not onli do u get the blues bugging u...its the most tramatic teaching day...
at least i managed to eat lunch (whee!=) ) during dat break...chomp chomp!
supposed to do dis self-protrait thing and submit by today..which i had NO CLUE....either i was sleeping during conatct time or i was defnitely MIA den...
no surprises there..
ga-bra juz do and hand it...WTH is a self-protrait man? I almost handed in a sketchy pencil copy of my bloody face!
Thanksgiving
Thank you Big Guy for carrying me thru dis day...i was realli blessed w the peace and energy to last today...=) Lov u!
sigh...david sounds weird thru icq...tink i need to check how he is...its been so long since we've talked...
plans for the week: meeting my springfiled darlings on thurs...for bubble tea! keeping my fingers vrossed dat nothing;s coming my way dat day =) miss them!!
PPl!!!go read
piper's recount of the sibu adventure or misadventure...ahahah dis is hilarious!!
oh yah...forgot abt my weird dream...real WEIRD!
okie...so i was PREGNANT with somebody's kid and he had to break up w his gf ti marry me...and i was the last to find out dat i was pregnant...while mymum had already approached the guy and his family abt the wedding?!@?!#@!#!
the rest..a blurry mess....yeah..and i woke up SOOO relieved dat i was NOT pregnant...tink muzt stop hanging out w the Mummies-to-be in sch....too much maternal instinct for my own gd..
Sunday, September 14, 2003
okie...an open secret: I ADORE JAY!!
yeah folks...i adooorreee him...his voice is sooooo soothing....he looks soooo aloooff....
put it simply: he's cute!!!!!
sigh....juz got the qingtian mtv fr ss....whee!!!thanks pal!!=)
endured an hr of SIngapore Hits award thing for him..apparentlt he wasnt there...juz a video clip of thank-yous....
*darn*
hav to endure living w/out his newest cd....coz a parasitic fren (juz joking!) kept pestering me abt it and i cant stop her!!urrghh,...
sobsob...i feel lost..geez..
i knoe,,,u r all disgusted...well..read dis:
I DUN CARE!!!
hahahaa...mebbe its juz smthing abt dat guy
let me try to list them down:
1) I like melancholic men....he's one
2) he plays the guitar....and piano....*swoon*
3) he's one talented guy....sigh..even tho i dun realli understd wth he's singing abt..
4) he helps me improve my mandarin
5) when i do understd his songs...they resonate within me...*sobsob*
6) he has dis attractive "i dun care wtf" attitude...i like dat!=)
k..the inner child in me typed dis....i repeat..dis is not the real me!
=>> Jay rulez!!!!
sigh..y do we hav to grow up?
hmm...hav dis thing abt lists dis days...weird!
Post Mortem of Sept hols...
okie....i m soooo NOT looking forward to sch reopening....sigh...
seems like i m getting more tired each day....wonder y
I M SO DARN SIANZZZZZZ....^.^
Achievements so far...:
1) DUmped stuff in sch @ 2 pm and went off...care-free...well almost
2) Went OUT OF SPORE for hols....whee!
3) Kayak out in open sea...
4) Snorkel out in open sea...
5) Discovered the wonders of a life jacket...
6) Fulfilled the inner dreams of being a fisherwoman...
7) Realised keeping eyes on horizon DUN stop u fr getting pukey...
8) MAde an amazing discovery dat toenails r not needed....much...and dat i hav the guts to cut my own one out..
9) Ate my heart out and became Resident Cusine Advisor @ SIbu Island Cabanas
10) Discovered a fren of 13 yrs is...*gasp* SHALLOW!!
11) Went on a first ever blind date....enuff said.
Aint these worth my one week of rest?whee!!
there i go again...
oh btw...esp to my anti-jay bro...
1) You shall NEVER borrow my jay cds ever EVER again...
2) You r juz jealous i m a GORGEOUS God-father shot of Jay for poster...
3) You r shallow....way skimpy skin deep....u and ur charmaine aka PORKBALL...
4) SHe cant sing!!!!Tone deaf!!
5) You r a closet Jay fan..admit it!! wat hap to all those hrs of memorising the rap lyrics??
*BAH*
Ohh..and my powerpuff sudden inspiration:
which came fr buying a 2 bucks worth of 100 stickers of glittery cute small powerpuffs...to be stuck on every journal and worksheet!!!!!
Blossum (the pink one) is kinda like Audz..(yeah u)..the brainy one..
Buttercup (the green one) is kinda like Mich...yeah..PE teacher and all..(i like dis one best!)
Bubbles (blue) is kinda like me...tho i m not as bombotic as her..coz i do hav brains...well..
coz she;s teh last one left =P
Friday, September 12, 2003
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Bring Me To Life
Your Lyrics
How can you see
into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.
(Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I can't wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I can't wake up.
Before I come undone.
Save me.
Save me from the nothing I've become.)
Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life.
[Chorus]
Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.
Frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.
All of this sight
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.
Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong.
Bring me to life.
[Chorus]
Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life
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In my bro's SUAH rm now....
he's helping me w my flower pic...darn always cant load up..
so now its way BIG and VISIBLE!!
YEAH~~
Give it for de Broz!!!=)
My broz loves PORKBALL....
wat a name?! now u knoe his taste....haha no big boobs but barbie meat...anytime!
*DUH*
He d/ls porkball's intervws online (merging 3 files into one)...and some sily song she sings...OUT OF TUNE~~~
*BLEH*
CHECK OUT his membership thingy and site..DUH@ her website...
Alone in school rite now...kinda...coz sheryl's so far away @ her table...
the kiddos' files r irking me....still hav stacks left to check..and kimmie & wailing singing their hearts out @ ktv...(dats y i m rotting..tink its better to die w work den in a ktv box place..)
shall try to work after dis last lap of procrastination (by blogging)..
reflecting on wat hap last nite in mich's rm...
tink i did my fair share of crying for her...gosh
and thinking abt the date yez...dis is not smthing dat i wld do....normally dat is...
as nonchalant as i tried to be...it was difficult..
i mean...dats like being desperate on the highest level!!
and its weird coz mich engineered the whole thing..its like...ok so we r mtg each other for mich?!
cant begin to describe hw it was....jae's a nice person...
yeah,...guess dats all i can say....coz i dunno him..
oh yah,...and i hadnt paid!!!!gosh...his treat but i dun feel gd abt it...dats juz me...
tinking of a way to get the money back to him...
weird shank shld happen to msg me last nite..asking me hws church?
wat can u ans to dat qn i wonder....
oh and mich's free nw!!!!!congrats darl!
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Afterthoughts..guess i m a naturalist...in the way i relate to God..
when i m near nature..i jus marvel at the way He has created everything....
its a feelin i cant realli explain...
u dun even need to find Him..He;s there....all around...
WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dis is disgusting but the hols were great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!need i say more???
Day 1
Waxed my legs in the wee hours of the morn...sugarings...cant see properly plus lack of time = random distribution of
sparse hair around the surface area of my calves...enuff said...
waited by the now-defunct POSB atm for the 'white van'....waited..and waited...
ended up entertaining ourselves singing crappy campfire songs from an ancient scouts' handbook (belonging to zhenke aka Kurt aka "Thong man") sans the campfire....
full 30 minutes b4 the target object arrived and we hauled the stuff up...
was buttache all the way.....some refugee pushing and queueing @ the checkpoints...
almost forgot wats the speedboat ride like...till my butt hit the wooden plank when the boat hit a wave...OUCH!
i cld hav swear my butt lifted off the seat for at least a few seconds b4 it plonked back...hmm great necessity for butt paddings?! now where did i hear dat word fr??=P
Food glorious foodddd.....OOOOOoooooohhhhhh...by the cook who shalt not be named...nor seen....
i m the table tennis queen!!!wooo
move off...suckers!!!
Day 2
My love-hate relationship w the deep blue sea..starts today...
tried my hand at kayaking...first time on my own...*applause*whee! it was FUN!!!!arms aching...cldnt throw darts after dat....poof
snorkelling followed...didnt had teh guts to try...till i saw the water was kinda shallow and there were loads of ppl....
okie..the water was up to my waist...
so dats how u do it...suck air in and out fr ur mouth!!!whee!!
i feel like a 3-yr old...and it feels real good!
fishing......ooohhhhh swaying @ sea...NOT good!and fishes...kindasad they got their mouths hooked to the icky hooks..ouch!
i managed 4 i tink....way cool...but not worth getting sea sick..
Guys got high at the bar....freaky!
Thong man got sleepy...after pukey....ss was on the top of the world..
i mean..wat to say abt a guy who keeps telling us dat he is sooooo happppiiieeeee??
total alcohol list:
3 tequila pops
1 pina colada
i m outta AA!!
Day 3
Snorkelling definitekly rules...shariff gave us a free trip to another place...with the life jacket on..i feel TOTALLI secure..,and of coz..kinda dorky w the BRight ORANGE vest dat flkoats OVER my head!!!!
still worth it!!!=)
realised dat i can actualli swin..juz not confident...coz we stopped for a while at some other resort and i was actualli swimming w/o the jacket...w the mask..
uber cool!
Day 4
came up w loads of crappy photo taking ideas...w unwilling models...hahahhaha
time to leave....sigh....
Saturday, September 06, 2003
Dun even know where to start�.Blogger�s down so I m typing dis on word doc�wanna jot down my tots b4 they get lost smwhere in the deep realms of my brain�
Yup, zexi apparently climbed over the corridor railings and almost wanted to jump down. I feel so sick juz thinking abt it�.before dat was my period and I scolded him coz he tore the penmanship paper I gave him�wanted to send him to the office but he walked out of the classroom�got Jordan to follow him and before long he wandered back in again�I knew he will be back�after he was done with sulking and all�took his handbook to write wat hap..to inform his mum..he juz snatched the book fr me�I didn�t show any expression and juz told him its ok if I dun write it down..i let him knoe dat I will inform his mym�den I left the class when he was sitting at his table..
Whatever transpired fr the time I left to time when Sheryl came into the class was unknown�apparently Sheryl found him crying and the class explained wat hap in my lesson b4�and suddenly zexi juz stood up and ran out of the class�the other kids noticed him climbing the railing outside the next class�and they started shouting �zexi is going to jump down!� upon hearing dis, zexi den attempted to �jump��.sheryl got a shock and ran to grab him�tink Shirley saw him outside the classz too�.
I dunno..dis was revealed to me by Sheryl�on the a/c of things tat took place�
Mr lam spoke to him�got him to the sick bay..tok�I didn�t even knoe anything coz I was reliefing my own class�
Rushed dwn w Sheryl when she told me�office called his mum..came dwn�didn�t explain much�coz mdm foo will be calling the mum later�she asked her to tok to him�tinking its gd to juz see wats wrong b4 gg straight to asking y he wanted to jump�
Bottomline: being a person who takes things upon herself, I naturally reflected wat I did�was it justified? I was totally freaked out�wat if he had really jumped? We were in no position to say dat he was juz pretending�and seeking attention�
Its not even a question of whether I will hav a clear name or not�it�s a life we r toking abt,,even if it�s a boy who has been giving lots of trouble and seemed unlovable..
Then the other real and selfish worries came much later of coz�my job�.my reputation�everything..
A bad beginning to my much-awaited hols�
Simply left my stuff and joined shirley and Sheryl for lunch at TM�
Right nw still a lil shaken�tho mdm foo understands and stuff�shir and Sheryl also said its zexi�s psychological prob�
Prayed for God;s peace and favor�He;s the onli pillar I can rely on�
Wanted so much to call someone to share dis�yet I juz didn�t�went out w ss and gang as per normal�tok to leanna but didn�t share much�
Nw back in the rm I m all alone again w my tots..and the presence of God
Shank smsed�or rather I smsed him first to ask if he was ok coz of his injury since I was the last person where the smsing stopped.�
Mentioned he felt our mtg wasn�t juz pure coincidence�dat there mus be smthing
�I don mean to scare u away but I m sorry for hw things turned out for us..i think tat I bumped into u tat day for a reason..wish I knew wat it is��
�We shld tok abt dis smtime and not juz let this be�I cant help but tink tt I m being punished for all tt I hav done..�
�We will do dat smtime�it was so nice seeing u..since dat day..cant stop tinking abt all that had happened�guess I wanna make amends..�
Last thing I wan is to make someone feel bad�
The knowing, ever-seeing God�.hold me close�never let me go�I belong to u�.
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
Dis is bad...watever i typed juz nw wasnt saved....sigh..lets see wat i can rem..
oh yah...gave back the CA papers to the kiddos today..instead of tom...sigh
apologised to the P...she screwed her face initially den reveaked a smile...guess she seemed amused i was soooo scared and apologetic....Thank God for ur grace!!
got a lil' comic relief when mich (yes YOU) got jae to call me on my hp todae...
was so caught up w my observation tom..so the call actualli made me laff...haha Thks!!=)
oh yeah,,,GOOD NEWS!!!!!!THEY ONLI HAVING 5 CHANG Es and i m not ONE of THEM!!!!!
*cartwheels* Whoooppeeeeee
gonna judge some hula hoop game thing....phew!!coz they missed out my name!!
God u r SOOO GOOD!!!!
den comes the heartache....went to the doc abt my face...zits been breaking out...i tink its due to stress...
and....*crack* all those cream stufff coz me 100 bucks!!!=(
and they come in step 1 use dis...step 2 use dat...i m confused..
keepinh my fingers crossed dat the order of use does nt realli MATTER and i will still hav my face back...
clearky i m not made to be a gal...sigh....
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
Nostalgiashank wished me a happie teachers' dae via sms...dat led to the flurry of sms b/w us..
got injured quite badly during his recent rugby game..gotta get 6 stitches....
currently attending a church near chinatown pt...which reminds me how God realli answers prayers...used to pray very hard dat he will come to knoe HIm...and now he does...His amazing grace never fails to overwhelm me
someone who's not so gd with dealing w his feelings...and was glad we actualli met...and msging helped..
and of coz the proverbial question...yup he;s single now...working thru his life with the Maker....
on my part i did my reflections....apologised for watever dat happened last time...tink i was realli young den and expected so much out of a r/s...he on the other hand knew he was wrong...
tink now we had a proper closure....smthing which has always been on my heart...
now i juz hope i can be a blessing to him in anyway...and i knoe the Big Guy will work in his life....powerfully
told him dat too..
not thinking abt anything esle...other den wonder y God smtimes bring ppl in and out of my life....at strange times...
mich ask me to date him...ahahaha..well...
finalli finished the compo stack dis morn...*sigh of relief* i m totalli immune w any 120-word compo u give me..its gonna be 8 for C, 3 for L if its an average case...
still analysing class's results...so far they improved in Eng *beaming* failures still ard unless i planning to hav them assassinated...but nevertheless proud my band 1s & 2s increased...
decided to be either jasmine or pocahontas on fri's mufti day...muz make full use of my or lu lu skin..
problem is the costume..sigh..where m i gonna get stuff to wear?
hmm excuse to wear a boob tube?hahahahah...may mentioned today taking birth control pills will increase the bust size...wwoooohhh...inspiration!
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Monday, September 01, 2003
Plans..plans..plans..I hav evil frens...make dat EVIL frens..
PPl who r planning to snap shots of me dressed in period costume....topped w a cheesy headpiece...
and they claim to lurve me...YEAH?!
at least song sheng and zhenke were sweet...gosh they actualli went and bought toberone, nissin TOM YAM cup noodles. strepsils stuff.....to make a survival kit for teachers...*awww* how sweet can they get?=)
well..managed to trade the choc eggs for another TOM YUM mee w leanna...hiak hiak!whee!
Forgot there's a christian teacher's conference tom...at 8.30am *bleary*
k..there goes another day where i cld sleep in...
Funny i felt quite disturbed when i was watching the news today...abt rioting and some fire where ppl tried to escape but died....life is so fragile...i mean ppl juz die..and its as if life is so cheap...
Becoming a sucker...sigh..almost teared when watching freaky friday...scene where the mum and daughter revealed how they feel abt each other...yeah,,guess i hav always been liddat....juz a sucker in self denial!
well..check out dis chad michael murray guy....whoo...*swoon* he's gorgeous!in a boyish way!wooooo
Song Playlist: listening to hillsongs nw...need to worship the Lord in all dat i do...even when marking compos...
smhow dis never fails to remind me of His presence and reality in my life =)
every worship song has a story or memory which i attached to the times when i was down in the valley..or up on the mountain tops...
All the Heavens Chorus:
All the heavens shouts your praise
Beautiful is our God
THe universe will sing
Hallelujah
To you our King!
"The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart."
~1 Samuel 16:7
Did i mention Liverpool won 3-0??WOOHOO!!!
and to add to the joyous occasion...manure lost!!hiak!
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