Saturday, March 29, 2008
Just woke up from a rare 8 pure hours of sleep after so long. Even the night before, as short as the sleep was (think it was only 4 hours), my mind was so active that I had a nightmare. Wanted to take MC ever since Mon, more so on Fri because of the headache and whatever aches all over the body. Nightmare was about someone scolding me for taking MC, saying how can I do that etc etc. And I know who that person is...speaking in her usual angry loud tone. This is truly making history for me.Symptoms of depression include:
Loss of interest in normal daily activities (Checked)
Feeling sad or down (Checked)
Feeling hopeless (Checked)
Crying spells for no apparent reason (Checked)
Problems sleeping (So far only on Fri)
Trouble focusing or concentrating (Checked)
Difficulty making decisions (Checked)
Unintentional weight gain or loss (Nope)
Irritability (Checked)
Restlessness (Checked)
Being easily annoyed (Checked)
Feeling fatigued or weak (Checked)
Feeling worthless (Idea is slowly seeping in...)
Loss of interest in sex (No chance)
Thoughts of suicide or suicidal behavior (Not yet)
Unexplained physical problems, such as back pain or headaches (Checked but prob due to flu)
I don't know if it is all due to the lingering flu bug in my body that this week tops the list of all misery. Irony is as much as I need to spend time with God, I seem to be unable to cough up the time.
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