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Tuesday, October 27, 2009 Moving this to this new add. =)Labels: Change
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 A Day of Highs & Lows and what-nots...Have you ever been unknowingly bullied into doing something for someone? Perhaps I should define the word 'unknowingly', meaning you sensed something was kinda out of place but you did not discover the true motive till much later, such as agreeing to help in something and then realising what it was all about. I just feel so disgusted and cheated. Made used of. Sigh. After the waves of emotion swept past me, the anger, the disbelief...it feels much better now. Could have taken many actions to get back at the person, but I guess I am much calmer now. Going ahead with the decision to 'stand-in' did not signal that I am weak. I believe it will all come back to you...coz God is my avenger. Just didn't feel quite right to be evil and do the same as her. That will probably make me as bad as her. Enough of ranting...I have been ranting on and off for soo long. Wonder how long this endurance journey and testing God has decided to let me walk through. Quite worried I will snap one day and totally be a bitch. I just might, you never know and you may not even know what hit you. On a more positive note, Donkey & I will be doing some JT-watever test on Sat and our MPC will probably start in Jan. We shall see what happens. In the meantime, D has taken an interest in wedding stuff and bought a Wedding & Travel mag. I was pretty amused. Kept talking about which hotel is better and within budget. I'm sorry, I guess I'm not really the sort that can stand going rounds and rounds of deliberation, comparison of prices, the 'shopping'...If it eventually happens, I'm gonna get all the help I can. =P Labels: Donkey tales, Ramblings
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